ITT we describe the shittiness of our lives and other anons tell us if we should end it
>living with parents no job
>literally leak sweat 24/7
>stretch marks everywhere
>born into poor abusive drug addicted family
>parents are always home
>when I try to sleep they stomp around me and make loud noises and my parents constantly open and close the door and I feel a crazy cold draft every time
>sick to my stomach 24/7
>have 10 dollars to my name
>would have thousands of dollars but I have to buy weed every day to forget my problems
>haven't talked to a girl in years
No need to end it t.b.h.
>originaly lived in a first world country but family moved back to their third world country and i came along because otherwise i would be homeless, this happened when i was 19
>speak the language with an accent, get made fun of
>needless to say, kissless handholdless virgin
>never had a job, and scared to apply because i hate people asking me about my background
>spend the entire day doing the same as in my old country, shitposting and surfing the web
>in college, but hate my course and am getting bad grades
>holes in teeth, very crooked as well
>shit job at grocery store
>heroin addict brother
>$10000 in debt
>ED from finasteride
>never had gf/bf
>only goal is to get on bux
>Fluctuate about 80 lbs every year
>Incapable of looking people in the eye
>The only reason I haven't an heroed is that I like my major
>Incapable of working more than 4 hrs at any job before I go insane with discomfort
Not as bad as a lot of robots, but that's me.
>dropped out of high school twice
>never had a job in my life
>nowhere wants to hire me, not even minimum wage burgerflipping or shelf stacking
>living with parents who are growing more and more impatient with me
>dumb as a fucking doorstop
>ugly as fuck manlet with crooked teeth
>virgin, never had a girlfriend
>no social life, not a single friends
>always tired, constant headache and generally feel like I'm on my deathbed every day
>losing weight at an alarming rate from lack of appetite and malnutrition
>feels like I'm going insane
>can't enjoy anything anymore
>can't get hard or aroused to even masturbate
>can't remember the last time I went outside
>can't remember the last time I laughed or cried
you know what to do
dont end it, im pretty much in the same position as you. and if people in similar situations want to end it ill feel even more hopeless
you cant know if you can grow facial hair at 17, For some men (depending on genes and background) they only start growing at 25 or 30.
also if you have weed you can make friends, or atleast smoking buddies, no matter what kind of degenerate you are.
get an apprenticeship/internship whatever
or just some shitty job, dont end it
>No friends or Family which give a shit about me
>Living off of $900 a month from SSDI and some extra food stamps
>Crippling non-verbal learning disability, ADD/ADHD/ and an extreme temper and general hatred of people.
>Couldn't work up the will power or ability to get through college if my life depended on it.
>Have no talents or abilities, only a slightly above average IQ despite coming from a family filled with extremely talented/intelligent people.
>Bullied throughout school/middle school, ignored in high-school.
>Betrayed/shunned by friends when they went to college.
>Live in a city filled with Ivy League students and trust-fund yuppies assholes. So the competition for women is fierce and I don't stand a chance.
>A complete loner, spend nearly all my time indoors playing video games because my only choice for employment is working a minimum wage job washing dishes/making coffee for the aforementioned trust-fund yuppies assholes. As such, I would rather die or at the very least remain unemployed than stoop that low.
>Life is an endless cycle of waking up, playing videos games, browsing 4chan, maybe going out to eat, then returning to fap/sleep. Which isn't too, too bad but still rots the soul.
Living in such an affluent city while so poor drives you insane with hatred/envy/jealousy. It's like being placed in front of the gates of heaven to behold all it's splendor and beauty but never being able to touch it or partake in it. Nearly every time i go out to get food I have to listen to well-to-do over achievers and nepotistic rich brats talk about how fun their vacations to exotic countries were, how much money they have in their special bank accounts, and what type of amazing project they are working on in their high-tech jobs that I am barred from having because I wasn't born in the genes to find doing math anything but a torturous chore. I am like a shade, a hate filled, bitter shade.
>fell from decent uni to community college because of financial problems
>get placed into math class with autistic eggplants
>better this way
>weigh 283lb because Heavy weight training in Highschool
>kinda fat now
>trying to improve self
>can't even run half a mile now
>can still squat 530
>its a start
>feel like people are afraid of me
>I'm still well liked
>just got a job at the Safeway as deli guy
>want to buy a second car
>already have a 2012 Volkswagon
>life isn terrible except for being out of shape and being Asian and Irish and acne and probably social anxiety
>dropout of HS
>abused when I was younger
>no money to my name
>family cab't basic nessecities
>constantly begging for death
I want to hope for a good future, but there is none.
Even if I fix my situation, the world is still racing towards doomsday.
Being born is a curse, I just want to die in my sleep, or get the balls to kill myself.
So this is not nearly as bad as everyone else and I feel bad posting, but here it goes:
>born out of wedlock; real mom abandoned me so aunt, who had another child by same guy. took me in
>turned 18 this year
>extremely socially inhibited
>0 friends for four years of high school
>can't speak smoothly or without stuttering
>shitty hair, light frame, weigh 125 lbs at nearly 6'0"
>single mother (biological aunt) working to support three dependents (me, my sister/cousin, and her mother (my grandmother))
>haven't applied to college while kids in hs are getting into ivy leagues; don't really know what to do
>fap and use internet all day
>sleep 12 hours on an average day off
>disgustingly bad tinea versicolor; have spots all over my torso, neck, and pubic region (but not penis) which make me look diseased
God these threads are amazing, thank you op I'm enjoying this way too much.
>balding, fat, have cystic fibrosis, a club foot.
>teeth are falling out because of gingivities
>high school drop out
>have no hobbies or interests
>no friends, no siblings
>no car, no money
>dad is dead, only person i have in the world is my mom
6 foot above average body normal hands.
Stay mad neetbitch
I'm not neet, but there is no way you are above 5'10". I get it, everybody rounds up, but two inches is pushing it. If you are 6'0", you have short arms, so it's a lose-lose. How long are your hands?
Even with your arm angled towards the camera (makes it look longer) your elbow doesn't look like it reaches your navel. My arm span is one inch short of my height and my elbow still reaches my navel. Manlet arms confirmed.
>live with older brother
>receptionist job people accept me there
>fat but slowly eating less but not healthier cause good food makes me feel nice in my mouth and tummy.
>non-symmetrical facial structure & eyebrows
>sporadic freckles all over body.
>never had an irl relationship but i had one online once and they broke my heart
>not one friend
>made a tinder to see if anyone would be attracted to me and got a few matches so i message them with "hey did you swipe right by mistake" - "Yes, yes I did" was one response. The others just want to give you an std.
>tfw so awkward
>tfw cant have a relaxed, happy, deep conversation with anyone even though i want to
>tfw when I listen to one of my fav artists i end up getting really depressed or jealous because i know i will never marry them and it hurts and i hate whoever they are with irl.
>tfw disgusting looking body and weird skin thing
>tfw will literally NEVER meet anyone because no friend to go out with and too much anxiety to do things alone and look like a loser.
>I am literally going to die alone like fuck.
Nah I'm good man, thanks for trying though. Life's good, you fags are just pathetic.
give it a few more years then yes
give it a few more years you aren't pathetic enough yet
your time is fast approaching be prepared
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yes but needs to get worse before you will have the courage to pull the trigger
No. Other things in life than having sex. Buy an extra small onahole and stfu.
yes if you can get the courage
Yes but wait till mom dies.
No. You still have too much hope in yourself.
>look english aka "bland"
>work minimum wage job, no uni education
>was emotionally abused
>have severe avoidant personality disorder as a result
>as well as clinically diagnosed aspergers to round it off
>am completely closed off emotionally and sexually
>get cold and visibly shake when I try to open up emotionally or sexually, scares people off.
>never had a GF
>haven't talked to a non-family member outside of work in almost 10 years
>all attempts at relationships have failed within a week, so cynical I don't even try anymore.
>where I used to be excited, now the thought of trying to date or a girl asking me out makes me want to vomit and hurt people
>when I find out people I know from /r0k/ get gf/bf I get suicidal
I've basically sworn off romance because each time I put myself out and get instantly snubbed I just get more and more angry; I feel like I'm just 2-3 more failures away from turning into the next elliot rogers. I don't want to hurt people, I've never been a violent person, I just want to love and be loved. maybe an hero is for the best.
>kissless, gf-less virgin
>goddam stretch marks everywhere
>have maybe five friends
>best friend is suicidal and emotionally unstable
>permanently greasy hair and face
>socially awkward and crippling anxiety
>have no idea what I'll do with my future cuz every interest I've had doesn't make shit
>all dreams and aspirations have been crushed
>$700 to my name
>haven't an heroed yet because I fear death too much
I'm sorry you've had some shitty things done to you, anon, but the rest of the world doesn't deserve to be punished for the actions of others or thenthings they've no control over you suffering from.
Wtf is that? A new name for morbid obessity? Is that even real? Sounds like a meme familia
>blonde hair and blue eyes
>have a weird skinny back thing going that if I worked on I could get a six pack easily
sounds good don't it? get ready
>have a fear of eating public
>can't look people in the eye
>can't be left on my own without my thoughts becoming instantly suicidal
>afraid of crowded rooms e.g. parties
>had a pause in early primary school where I'd dint give a fuck and I only cared about the liberal arts so now that I actually put the effort in my dream of doing biology is forever over and I'm gonna be stuck with a modern art degree or some bullshit
>can't find clothes to fit me
>had a medical condition that means I can't participate in most sports so I have no mechanisms to make friends nor stuff to put on resumes
not the worst but I feel like no matter how much I work in the good things, the bad ones overwhelm and counter act them
Oddly similar to you OP.
>no job, live with mom
>husky but overweight
>slightly bad teeth, unaligned front teeth and some fillings
>poverty stricken environment and household
>bad complexion that requires skin care products to manage, but, again money less
>depressed, zero motivation
>can't sleep well at nights due to family being loud white trash in a tiny house
>2K in debt, parents owe me money
>Before this I had changed my life around and overcame my anxiety a bit, made friends, got fit, talked to girls, and the moment I moved back here previously thinking it was temporary everything fell into pieces and I can't escape
>Family hates me because my grandmother is a compulsive liar and claims I use her and hit her up for money and things when I never once did this in all my years living with her
>developed social exclusiveness due to previous years of bullying growing up
>manlet at 5''8"
>5.2 inch penis with slightly above average girth
Positively though, I have a semi attractive face, broad shoulders, a decent jawline, generally good facial symmetry, and I have soft thick none greasy straight hair. I have personal ambitions to succeed and know the means of how to, but I can never push myself to take those steps to due to the depression and feelings of failure weighing me down.
Should I just end it?
>havent had real friends since high school
>litterally go to class and go home
>everyone in class doesn't want anything to do with me outside of work
>had a LDR
>visitied her on London
>found our she's not into me anymore on Christmas day
>litterrally a month of depression.
>CLASSES started yesterday
>still no friends