Post something good you did or that happened in your life today.
>tfw taking Xanax again since yesterday
>sleeping pattern fixed naturally
>no binge eating
>think about the future
>finally manage to see the light at the end of the tunnel
I kissed a qt grill lastnight at a house party anon
>got 50 tramadol pills
>take 1 each 2 days
>work is tolerable
>sleep is heaven
>watch a guy beating xcom as i fall asleep
>wake up drink some water and watch again before I sleep
Been like this for 4 days, life is good again.
Last time I heard someone talk about exit packs... It was to explain how it didn't actually work.
When your leg is broken you use walkers so that you can heal. Pills are walkers for the mind.
I realized that everything that has happened to me in life to make me a 22 year old failure is my fault. I also realized that if I'm inherently shit and not funny enough to make women and other men like me, then it's also my fault for being too much of a coward to end myself
>can't even afford a car
>want/need to go to grad school, then I can get a decent job doing what I want
What/how do? Is the debt worth it? I'm interested in the military but don't think I have the GPA to be an officer, I'm pretty sure going enlisted will make me want to kill myself more than I already do, even though I'm pretty functional. I also have a brain hemorrhage from like a year and a half ago and I'm pretty sure no military branch wants me as a result. I feel like nowhere man or whatever. Like I'm in purgatory. I just need a step in the right direction.