When was the last time you cried?
I cried like 20 minutes ago, nothing in particular set it off, I'm just overwhelmed with life as a whole. I cry usually once a day.
For me, my car broke down and failed all my classes at school because of it, had no money, parents making me feel bad about it and how shitty of a person I am, constantly wondering why it's worth it to bother with all of the trouble so I can spend my days unhappily, stuff like that.
I cry at lest twice a day, lately. At least one impassioned bout per day. This has been going on for a year or so now.
This just pushes me over the edge every time. I can't take it.
I just feel directionless and lost. I've never been good at making decisions, and I always end up making the wrong ones. I feel myself becoming more reclusive and cowardly and I'm scared. I don't want to be that, but going out in the world and being vulnerable is even worse.
Thirty-five years ago, my dog died. I couldn't stop crying, so I went downstairs to seek comfort from my father in a hug. He gave me about thirty seconds, then said, "You're being stupid, stop it," and shoved me away.
I swore that day I would never show weakness by crying again, and I never have. When my mother died, I had to read the statement at the funeral because my father and brother were crying too hard to give it. I never shed a single tear for her.
It's been about six years since the last time I saw my father. He wasn't in good health and may be dead for all I know. And I won't shed a single tear for him.
A little above/under two years ago I think.
I used to cry for every little thing back in the day, crying several times a day, but now I usually only cry if someone die.
I'm kind of afraid that I won't cry the next time someone I know dies. It's a scary thought.
havent cried for years, my life is too fucking pathetic and miserable to even be worth a tear