>Working out for weeks now
>My ugliness is giving me fuel
>Every-time i see Chad outside i get more furl for the fire
>Lift and put all my life into the weights at the GYM
>Lifting as much as i can, working all my muscle groups
>Every-time i see a cute girl i get more fuel for the fire knowing i will never get her because i look ugly
>My anger is turning into fuel
>Go on /soc/ and look at girls I'll never get
>Rest days i usually pump out around 150 push-ups (Not all at once) and usually with a 10kg weighted vest on throughout the day
>Skinny guy but I'm one of those strong skinny guys now
My anger is literally giving me fuel to get shredded even though i know i still wont get friends or a girlfriend.I'm loving it.
I think it's too late, i weigh 78kg and I'm at 75kg squat x5. I may not feel shredded but i feel shredded inside like i can rip some fuckers head right off. I don't even care if people look at me at the gym anymore, i wear a hoodie and listen to my music and even asked big guys more than one if they were finished on the machines.
I like this feel.
You can do it anon! We believe in you!
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Before this i was running 50kms minimum, i was a big runner. Now my focus is weights.
I don't give a fuck about running anymore, i just want to get fucking ripped and feel the feel when my muscles are pumped the fuck out and my forearms are about to rip the fuck part. My hands literally shake that's how good i feel.
Cant wait for tomorrow morning, fucking Gym.
I used to get fuel like you when I started working out.
That good feeling only lasts a few weeks, then the workout becomes a godawful routine like everything else.
If you ever take a break from that routine then all your hard works just melts away into nothing again.
It's not worth it.
Doesn't matter, i feel strong and i love it. And i am getting stronger as the weeks go by. I love seeing improvements.
Even if it's a simple 5kg extra on my squat or over-head press. Or even lower than 5kg.