>its that time of the night where the suicidal feelings get stronger
just respond to all of these and listen to money trees
>start the day ready to take on the world
>finish the day ready to leave the world
I'm blessed to have a crippling fear of the inevitability of death, especially at night, so even for the 2 year span of my life where every day was a struggle not to end it all, the nights became my savior, despite constant panic attacks
This, how I haven't been kicked out of uni yet is beyond me, some days I'll wake up and just end up staring at the wall for 3 hours before falling asleep again for another 15
what do you feel hopeless about?
I think 98% of suicide watches on this site are virgins, taking charge of your life for like a year, getting fit and deciding to not be a spineless pussy (yes, its a decision) will get you laid.
After that you will still feel like life is meaningless but you won't care because pussy.
I used to be a scared boy telling /b/ I was going to kill myself, now I'm an un-inhibited douche bag who has no true friends but maintains circles of acquaintances and occasionally gets laid. In the meantime I shitpost on 4chan and smoke weed, life is good.