Scars, Methods, Do you still self harm?
Tons of scars all over my body, mostly stomach and chest. I used a box cutter. I don't self harm much anymore, since now I have alcohol.
I am not proud of it, and if you currently self harm I suggest you stop. I will never be able to get a girlfriend because I am self-conscious about my scars. I will probably die a virgin because of them.
Sometimes i hurt my knuckles by beating the shit out of bitch ass gangsters
to people who self harm: why? i dont really understand how it feels good
sometimes when i feel really anxious, i want to ram my head against a wall or something. is that what you mean, or not really?
When you get older you're going to regret self-harming, and you'll end up having to hide your scars where ever you go. The sooner you stop the better and a good way to ease off of self-harming is by holding a frozen orange or snapping a rubber band against your wrist. When you can't tolerate stress and you give into self harming you're feeling better on the short term, but your harming yourself in the long term. If you stopped to analyze your actions logically you would overwhelmingly decide to do what's best for the long term and tolerate short term stress. You need to create separation between your urge to self-harm and when you do it. So find something to distract yourself from stress like browsing the internet, watching T. V. or playing a video game. When you create the separation of time you're giving your body time to calm down, and you can better evaluate whether that's something that you actually want to do. When you get the urge to self-harm you're most likely in an excited state and you have 'hot' thoughts. You need to give you body some time to relax and don't put much credence into your urges: instead think of them as passing clouds. Recognize that they're temporary and say to yourself "The clouds are coming back overhead" then find something to do while you wait for them to pass. Your future self will thank you.
>scars on my forearms, near my shoulders and on my thighs
>I used the blades from those crafting scalpel things you get
>not as much anymore, I tend to just try to stay shitfaced and failing that I'll spend 30 hours in bed staring at a wall
Self harm can take any form, from stubbing out cigarettes on yourself to starving yourself. So when you feel like ramming you head into a wall I guess that's how many people who self harm feel, though I prefer cutting myself out of self loathing and hatred.
I did that, but I was also on 500 calories a day
I have scars all over my left arm.
I used to cut every single day. Sometimes multiple times a day for ten years.
I call what I did more like carving though.
I would cut myself with a knife that had a piece of it chipped out.
If that wasn't available, I used paper clips screwdrivers screws or my fingernails.
I usually carve the same spot over and over.
Or I stuck the blade into the wound and sorta twisted it.
I probably have cut myself several thousand times.
The scars on my arms are from all one session Where I was pissed off.
I didn't take care of the cuts so they scared.
I still self harmBut now I mostly just hit myself.
I mean I used to hit myself too But not as often.
I've broken My hands twice from punching brick walls concrete floors.
I do get that tic feeling like ocd washing my hands or like someone with tourettes.
I have this overwhelmingNeurotic feeling where I deserve punishment
The physical painful when it's enough makes you become completely depersonalized.
All of the pain and worries and emotions and things I can't control Just go away.
It's similar to the feeling of getting high but instead of getting happy you sort of leave the universe.
you're just kind of like if you were watching yourself externally Outside of your body.
There's this feeling of bliss and calmness over everything.
Feel free to ama
I really don't like sharp stuff cause it's dangerous and it also doesn't hurt very much cause it's such a small surface area. I like to rip my skin apart. Sharp stuff lands you in a psych ward.
>thinking any mods bother with this board
>thinking any mods bothering to visit this board are going to even glance at this boring, slow thread
Did you just start posting here today? We have one janitor that hardly does anything, because there's not much rule breaking stuff here to begin with.
>Mods can lock or activate the bump limit
What the fuck are you even talking about? Bump limit goes by post count, and it's always gone by post count. Mods can turn on autosage, but like I said, no mods even come here to begin with. And if they did, they wouldn't bother, because nothing here needs being autosaged, just deleted or ignored.
I just looked up your trip on desustorage and it looks like I was right, you started posting with your trip today, which means you likely didn't even bother posting or lurking anonymously, or, if you did, it was for a couple weeks at most. Kill yourself, my man.
I knew you were triggered by my trip.
Lol you fucking autist.
>oh no the chads are in muh threads reeeee
SI is the word for this cutting shit.
That I randomly picked for this thread.
Way to go derailing the thread by sheer autism becsuse you just have to interrupt people with your pointless rants because something incredibly superficial triggered the fuck out of you.
I bet you do this shit irl too and its probably a large contributing factor why nobody likes you.
I was being broken up with by my ex girlfriend and I told her she was hurting me so much that I wished I had never met her, and she replied "so you wish you'd never met me? Then get the fuck out of my life" so I rode my bike to the store, bought and chugged a six pack in my room, and cut up my leg while listening to my chemical romance. And showed her pictures. I know. It was pathetic.
>you fucking autist
>nobody likes you
Great points, you showed me.
>I knew you were triggered by my trip
I looked up your trip to have proof of how new you are, even though it's obvious without it. Using the whole "oh you're just butthurt because I'm a tripfag" thing is just "I have lost the argument but am too stupid to give up."
>>oh no the chads are in muh threads reeeee
There's no reason to assume you're a "chad" to begin with, so I didn't. Do you even know what that is? I'm not typing like that cancer, either, so there's no reason for you to pin that on me.
Stop trying and start cutting or something.
Only time I did it was when I got really drunk. Didn't do it because I was sad but because I liked feeling that sting you get from something sharp cutting the surface of your skin. I also remember one time when I scrapped my knee and just left it alone, the feeling of losing a bit of blood made me feel sleepy and comfortable. Maybe that's what also encouraged me to do it. Feeling the blood pour out of you is both exhausting and relaxing, it's like something abstract. Part of me is tempted to do it again, hopefully I won't.