Who here lurks all the day 4chan but never post anything?
>tfw I never express my ideas
>tfw I can't say anything because I don't know anything
>tfw is even hard for me to post this shit
>can't form my own opinion and defend it
>tfw don't even know how to talk to people on this site or anywhere
>been here for several years and the longest conversation I've had lasted 2 replies
There are people that can post coherently without almost thinking, how do they do it? Those people can't be robots, they are just normies.... sigh I feel retarded
Can you try and express why its hard? i can only relate to this when i was completely new here back in 07.
Come here with the context of "bait or be baited"
Basically laugh at anyone who gets really upset/ has something go under their skin and trigger feelings
Bait some people into feelings you conquered years ago, watch them unable to get over them/ go through the same shit you have
find something that gets under your skin eventually
Practice trying to not cry
We're all in this shit together, and the more we hate each other/ get under each others' skin, the more we grow/ build our defenses.
First because English isn't my first language so I have to put extra effort to write a post
Second because I'm socially retarded and I never talk, so I can't express myself
Third I'm the emboddiment of gondola, I don't do anything just observe my surroundings without thinking
Fourth I'm autist
>Third I'm the emboddiment of gondola, I don't do anything just observe my surroundings without thinking
Fuck. This has become me. My brain no longer produces any thoughts, it just categorizes the information it is presented.
depressed schizoaffective khv INTJ NEET here. It seems all I'm good at is feigning emotion. I can be witty. Being on this website for seven years now has made me good at attacking people with vitriolic and inane comments. The little joy I experience in my life is largely due to shitposting and collecting (You)s.
That's pretty cool. I can respect that, as someone who does both the internal observation/ lots of expression through talking.
But at some point, I think you should make those things heard by the world. You know, share your discoveries. You don't have to be super bold/ step on anyones' shoes. On the internet, there's no risk of doing that, and if people feel like you are, they're fucking idiots who can stop reading any time they want/ share their argument that could help you develop your understanding.
Which boards do you shitpost on? I got b& from /tv/ for participating in the "Reddit and Memey" spam
Any time I see anyone stating that they have/ might have a high or fragile ego, I want to go inside them and do the hard work for them so that they can be happy
I want you to truly be happy to your fullest potential, even to spite the world
But you have to really tear your ego to shreds; absolutely kill it. Lose your identity, stop caring about what happens to you/ your "life score" or whatever, and just place your care on the entire universe.
If this seems normie to you, just know that once you do this you realize like a good 80% of normies haven't figured this shit out either.