How much longer do you plan to go before you kill yourself /r9k/?

until i give

Fuck you. You can't do anything in life, let alone continue to r9k properly
hurry up and do it my man

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>>25976235

if I ever wake up and can't find a way to escape my thoughts, I will kill myself

Just too the point where I feel everythings fucked.
I think I might be able to fix things now. Though I highly doubt anythings going to work out well.

I'm gonna keep going until the surgeons take my rectum out. As soon as my fate involves spending the rest of my life shitting into a bag from my early twenties, I'm fucking done.

>>25977023
What's going on, anon?
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>>25977065
I have severe Crohn's
Anon's protip: don't be born with severe Crohn's

>>25976999
Things won't get any better anon, our best years are behind us.

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I'm going to try and make it to see if trump becomes president. Then it's lights out for me.

34 now

Probably 3-4 years

Need to fuck some whores first

>>25976235
I'm just 26. I can go on at least for another decade. I'm a resilient cockroach.

>>25976235
right now i'm having the worst depressive spelll i've ever had
usually i can put on a song i enjoy or dream of a life i will never have
but now i've stopped finding enjoyment in anything and i've stopped longing for the lives i dream up for myself or even a better life in general because the things that i dream of i no longer wish for
if i am going to do it its going to be in the next few days

At this point I'm content enough to keep living but if something major or traumatic happens I'd be ready to do it at the drop of a hat.

>>25976235
I'm not sure I can hold on much longer honestly

I hate this world so much

>>25976235
Have yet to experience

>having lots of money
>a gf
>kissing
>sex

list goes on..

probably once my family becomes distant. That is the main thing that is stopping me.

>>25978296
The bottom three on your list are not that good famalam just get money and you will be happy.

>>25976235
30 is my limit. If I hit 30 and havent figured it out then ill see you boys in hell.

>>25978197

That sounds fucking awful. I'm so sorry that you're having to endure that

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I'm not sure. I'm a pessimist, so it's just normal.

>>25978641
thanks man, it means alot to me

>>25977096
I obviously don't have it as bad as you, but my digestive problems are preventing me from joining the military. I just feel helpless like I can't control my future at all.

whenever I can pay a couple of debts off
I'm in my 30s, uneducated, never had a gf or job that paid over $9/hour, been homeless several times already

if I somehow made it to retirement age I'd be living off the nearly poverty-level income provided by our social security ('murica fuck yeah) because I have zero assets, property, stocks, or whatever the fuck it is that normal people accumulate, and too poor/late to the game to make a difference now

I can't do it for my parents' sake. I've let them down so many times but they still love me.

I couldnt do it. My dad already told me I'm one of the few things he has left and even if my brothers call me an odd ball they are still here for me. I guess if they disappeared from my life i'd wanna disappear with them

> be me
> 20-something wagecuck
> had a GF but pissed it away
> twas 3.5 years since
> had to work late, coming home on train on friday night
> raining outside
> a thought appears
> pathetic fallacy
> "Anon, if you can't SERIOUSLY improve your life by new year's eve next year, you should seriously kill yourself

That was 3 years ago. If I didn't kill myself then, then I probably could never do it. Besides, my mom deserves better than to cry at my funeral.

A long while.

I could never kill myself before my mom died, I love her too much. She's like 61 or something, but healthy as a fucking horse. Vegetarian and eats sweets like 3 times a year. She'll probably outlive me.