This thread was good last time.
Post a photo from a time you were happy.
I guess i can provide a photo where i'm looking like a junkie.
i'm pretty sure that piece of zebra stripe gum in my pocket is why i'm so happy
I don't even remember what we were dancing about, just felt good to be alive I guess.
>tfw you'll never be able to save that cute boy
>no school photos of me
>only a few vacation photos
>parents never bothered to keep photos in a secure space in the house
I know my grandma has a bunch from holidays so it's not a total loss.
>remember there is a pic of me smiling from when i was 7
>start going through photo albums
>see how many pics of me are fucking disgusting even as a ~6 year old
>can't find the pic of me smiling
this reminds me i'm a genetic abomination and i'm fucking killing myself. what a life
i fucking hate seeing happy normies on here or people with good genetics complaining about being robots. just fucking man up, you're not fucking cursed like i am. if there is a god he fucking hates me
I have a couple photos of myself as a happy five year old.
I had no reason to be happy. I was a poor, ugly, lonely boy. But I was unaware of how mediocre my lot in life was.
I had energy, a certain brightness in my face.
It's all gone now. I am dead and rotting inside, but by some perverse mystery my body still moves.
I was a p cute kid, I turned really ugly after 5 or so and my life has been sorta poopy
but I'm happy again now
Middle children are often the most depressed because the amount of attention they received is short compared to their younger siblings and less intense because of their older siblings
my photos are home, and I am not.
nor do I want to look at the two photos again - it upsets me knowing that that boy had to experience protracted loneliness and self-hatred.
that something so innocent could grow corrupted and vile is a thought I'd rather not think about tonight. I'm enjoying a good tea and don't want to ruin the highlight of my day.
>tfw you don't have any pictures from when you were a kid cause when your parents divorced and sold the house the left all you and your.sisters pictures in the house cause neither of them had room in their apartment.
There's not a single picture from 4-18 where I look halfway decent. Most of them don't have a smile or just a very bad one. I've a few ok-ish recent pictures but they're p bad too because ugly. I also don't remember when I was last happy
Back when I was still a failed normie, started at college and made a bunch of great friends and got my first gaming PC. I'd spend every day having fun with friends and going home totally content and carefree in watching anime and gaming till I went to bed.
Here's a picture from when I was a kid, I don't remember much but I don't recall being depressed either, life was much simpler then.
I was with my older brother, playing a Playstation for the first time ever.
I had this same thought
Pic related last and only time i ever slept in bed with a girl, she wanted my gummy hamburger
>looking through photos
>get sick to my stomach seeing how disgusting i've been through every stage of my life
having kids would just be cruel. i'm doing the species a favor and just ending it.
I don't understand that being Slavic.
you look alot like somebody who used to play wow with me, a DK more specifically
I loved Halloween.
And this was me on the last Halloween before the greatest person in my life left.
>tfw all these innocent smiling robots too young to know what life would be like for them
>tfw trust and warmth and contentment and enthusiasm in their eyes
>tfw happy just to look dorky and be themselves because no one has made them hate everything about themselves yet
>tfw they'll never have this back
>tfw you'll never help them get it back
this is exactly what i felt seeing this thread... i love you guys and you're all adorable as fuck i hope you will get a qt gf who will make you guys happy but for now try to be positive and think of anything that you have in your life that is good and you're thankful for
My older half brother. I don't remember much about my childhood, but most of what I do revolved around him. He was the only role model I had. He spent more time with me than my parents.
I know I don't take after him. He was happy, and enjoyed even mild success.
Anybody else here feel content that even if the rest of their lives consists of a gradual accumulation of embarrassments and failures that it is ultimately worth it since you got to be happy in your childhood? If I was given the option of living 8 happy years and then to suffer for 70 years I'd take it probably. I might feel different in the future.
i rly wish i could hug you anon im rly sorry to hear that... maybe you could find inspiration in him to try and be someone else's role model... maybe when you have kids. Take care buddy
Me and my sister at the English seaside. We were splashing in some small puddles at the top of the beach.
I miss my childhood.
to a point. sometimes i get sad thinking back to my youth.
I had a really great childhood. I didn't know how great until I grew up and met other people who had shitty childhoods.
We didn't have much money but I had loving parents. And growing up with a bunch of loving cousins in a rural area was a blast. We had so much fun.
Sometimes I feel guilty that I had such a good time knowing some kids had a lot worse.
But I guess it evens out, being my grown up version sucks.
Guess which one of these cheeky cunts was me
He might not be though, look at the bright side. Maybe he's
in some guys basement laying on the cold cement not knowing if he's going to get fed or raped next time the door opens
Around the time this was taken. I will never be this naive and happy again.
The photo is shit because I don't have a scanner.
i was happy .002 seconds before this pic was taken
>people post intense feels
>"I hope you find a warm cock sheath, guys! That's what you need, for real!"
Wow these threads would be sad if they weren't so funny. Guys its not hard to make friends, all you have to do is be confident and act like the person you really are deep down inside. People are attracted to others who act like genuine people, and who don't try and pretend to be a "Chad" or "Stacie" the only person who can change your situation is you!
Listen, I know how it feels to be an outcast, I had maybe five close buds in HS who I'd see most weekends, and probably talked to only 10ish girls all throughout. Didn't have my first kiss till 18 or a serious GF till 20, now I'm a few years older and am in an ltr and couldn't be happier! It took a lot of effort to dig myself out but again, if you're willing to change yourself it's easy! You guys are capable of making it don't doubt it
Anyone else find it funny how there are never any 'fembot' posts in these threads? Just look at this dumb cunt >>25976485.
He wasn't even implying that in any way you fucking cockwhore. Now you're only drawing from your own insecurities.
>it's not hard guise jus b urself
I suggest suicide, you normie piece of shit.
one of the only pictures from my childhood that I didn't burn. I got to play with a eagle that day so it was pretty alright
Couldn't pick which was the best so I made a little collage. Enjoy.
Overall however, my life stopped being pretty good after I fell ill at 16.
You look like a little elon musk for whatever reason.
Are those pancakes?
"Gotta go potty"
You look like Ted Kaczynski with the glasses. Writing any new manifestos?
"I caught a fish. You're next."
Checked. Also, boy band tier.
Real Life Cartman as a baby
Holy shit. You and dog match.
Better than seeing the twin girls in a hallway.
>tfw no siblings
Did you end up going to college for Aerospace Engineering?
Yep. Did you graduate?
"These are my cliffs. People get thrown off of them."
Obama's 289,334th son.
Who dat Stacy in the background?
"My son's gonna be a jock one day." ~Dad
At least you got a head start on squats.
>computer at such a young age
Yep. You were fucked from day one.
Animal crackers in my soup...
>playing in puddles
Absolutely 5 year old tier.
The nun in training?
Master of the Gates of Minas Tirith
Oh shit. I know that feel.
Do you enjoy lying to people on the internet?
I miss cub scouts as well. How far did you go?
I can show you, roughly, the point where I stopped being happy.
I'll never feel this pure innocent happiness of just living again, only using drugs
Thank you. I hope to keep it for at least a few more years.
>You look like a complete normie,
Well, I was a normie up until about the age of 11 when I fell to sub-normie. Then I became a serious normie from 14 to 16. That's when the three of those photos where I'm older are from.
>what kind of illness did you come down with?
Hereditary illness that for whatever reason decimates the digestive tract. It's a family specific illness that 3 of my cousins also have. Granted, it only lasted for 4 years for me. It came with bronchitis and then ended with a particularly bad flu. How that works, I don't know, but I'm thankful it's gone now. My life was still absolutely wrecked by it however. My normie days were pretty much over by then. I'm 23 now and the textbook definition of a failed normie.
What is your life like now?
At least your illness has passed, and you're still relatively young. It's not too late to turn things around, even though I'm sure it will be incredibly difficult if you decide to try.
I apologize in advance for blogposting.
I'm a 24 veteran and living with
my transsexual gfand three other roommates in a nice quiet house in the suburbs. I work a shitty retail job for just above minimum wage, and spend all of my waking hours desperately fighting a variety of mental illnesses. I'm heavily medicated and live in constant fear that I'll become manic again and have another psychotic episode that will ruin my life (again). It's taken me years and years to get to this point, so it's a little surreal to be somewhere stable and healthy. Having so much support from my gf is the biggest help, and I'm genuinely hopeful that I'll continue to get better in the future.
When I was a kid I never would have imagined that I'd have been through as much shit as I have been, or that I would consider things like not being homeless or holding down a shitty job to be a major accomplishment. I wonder what it's like for people who can look back on their childhood without getting feely as fuck.
24 year old*
dropped the pic too
For those wondering this is Milan , Italy. biuriful place
Ouch. I can't imagine having anything worse than my mild OCD(locking and relocking my car doors 4 times in row is always a fun past time, gotta get that even number as long as it's not 6). Do you have a degree or plan on getting one? I lived in a rooming house a while back to, how are the roommates? Also, when did the problems really start kicking in?
>I wonder what it's like for people who can look back on their childhood without getting feely as fuck.
Amen. I remember a teacher in high school once said in senior year to cherish the last year because high school would be the best years of our lives. I remember saying to myself: "If that's true, I might as well kill myself now". Dropped out a couple weeks later.
Yeah , i'm pretty sure it's Milan
lol why do you think i was in MILAN for? i'm banned from /fit/ so justrolling here right now
My little brother had OCD, you have my sympathies. That shit is rough. My psychologist suspects I have OCD because of the obsessive nature of my thoughts, but I'd rather not get into it. Basically it's very pervasive and consumes 99% of my thoughts, making it very very very difficult to control my actions and emotions. I plan on getting a degree, but I owe a school a lot of money and have to pay it back before I can enroll in another university. Shit is horrible, hence me working this shitty job, but I know it will pay off. I'll look back on this time of my life as a necessary step towards my future. My roommates are all really great, even though they have a problem with cleaning up after themselves in the kitchen everything else is really fantastic. I feel very lucky, since I've had nightmarish roommates in the past. I've had sleep apnea/night terrors since I was 4 years old, and bipolar disorder since I was 15 or 16. Looking at these pictures is pretty harsh, why is it possible for someone to be so carefree and happy to turn into such a wreck?
>"If that's true, I might as well kill myself now". Dropped out a couple weeks later.
Man. That's a real load of shit. If everyone here is any indication, high school is only good for normies who will coast through the rest of their lives anyways. We've got decades still to make something of our lives, while they're going to be looking back wishing that they were still in gradeschool.
>every photo of me as a child has a painfully obvious forced smile
>tfw you realize you were tricked into liking life as a kid
> I'll look back on this time of my life as a necessary step towards my future.
Good luck, man. As long as you have your health, you can get out of anything.
> My roommates are all really great, even though they have a problem with cleaning up after themselves in the kitchen everything else is really fantastic.
So lucky... my former roommates all ended up as junkies. Place turned into a trap house by the time I left. At least I have car chase stories from robbing their drug dealers for rent money and drugs(my roommates did anyway).
> why is it possible for someone to be so carefree and happy to turn into such a wreck?
You'd be surprised at how many people are putting up masks in public. Remember that the average person has a shitty life and half of everyone has a life that's shittier than that.
>We've got decades still to make something of our lives, while they're going to be looking back wishing that they were still in gradeschool.
Very true. As long as you don't royally screw up after, you're pretty much in the top half by default.
This was taken in 8th grade I believe. I'm the one on the left.
Other 2 are my brothers obviously.