>>25967145 The real reason I'm drunk is because I'm dealing with withdrawal effects of other drugs and because I too hate myself. I guess you hate your life because you're a classic robot, correct me if I'm wrong. Well, same for me. KV, friendless, hobbyless, unhappy.
>>25967525 I can't talk about relationships or friendship, but I certainly can talk about this. The lore is horrible, but I guess you already know that. Do you know any good games that released recently? I can recommend Distance and Barony.
>>25967934 I really crave ketamin. It numbs even better than alcohol. I recently threw away my stash because I wanted to stop, but I already consider getting more. I imagine alcohol is worse since you can get it everywhere. Getting K is kind of a tedious process, so I should be safe. I hope I can get this under control.
I'm drunk most of the time too OP. Its gotten to the point that I can't leave the bed without taking a drink in the morning. I know its only going to get worse for me if I don't quit soon, the doctor told me I need to quit last week, but sobriety scares me shitless. I don't know OP, I feel like I'm just digging myself in to a deeper and deeper hole.
>>25968130 Why are you drinking? I do it because I hate myself. Most of all, because my sober inner monologue hates me and every decision. I've tried to be a better person but nothing I've changed in my life every made me happier. I would recommend taking some other drugs as a form of escapism. Just to lower the damage you make to your body. I don't even think that I will ever be normal, so I don't really give a fuck what happens on the long run.
>>25967058 >took a xanax >started playing video games >drank a bottle of wine >ended up going outside to get more wine from gas station >ended up at the bar somehow >see friends at bar >drink more >gf comes to bar >buy shots for everyone >I black out fast as fuck >knock over chairs at bar when i try to stand up >bar tender wont sell me more >play music really loud at table on phone, gf and friends telling me to turn it down >dont listen >end up going to another bar >i act a fool and think its funny to curse at people >try to fall asleep in pile of snow on side of the road >if gf didnt drag me home out of the snow, i would legit be frozen dead right now >still dont know how i didnt choke on vomit >already almost died from benzos and alchhol before >still do this shit
hopefully i fucking learned this time. god damnit im a fucking lucky ass degenerate
>>25967058 >talking to oneitis >she's drinking heavily and refuses to stop despite my pleading and won't tell me what's bothering her >try to comfort her but that's hard to do over skype and eventually she stops answering me >start drinking myself because i feel fucking terrible >pass out at my desk >wake up to a missed call
>used to drink away the pain >would wake up in even more pain >repeat the process >one day get introduced to adderall >now rail the pain away >bonus points: feel way better than when drunk AND feel motivated to get work done
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