What's up /r9k/, I know I see a ton of threads about first gay experiences, but what about gay expireinces that led you to realize you were not gay.
>horny as fuck one day
>have a huge fetish for the idea of being fucked by a guy
>roommate is on vacation
>surf craigslist knowing it is the perfect time to do this and not get caught
>post saying I am looking to get fucked, virgin, etc..
>get a ton of emails
>weed through them
>find someone that looks like it's worth my time
>lives 40 minutes from my city and can host
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>email him for a bit, fish for info and pics
>6'1", 190 pounds. He is 45 but I have this idea that I am into older men(I'm 23)
>drive out there, follow his directions
>realize I am pulling into a trailer park
>doubts begin creeping up
>but I'm hard thinking about getting fucked
>see the guy sitting on his porch
>7/10 older guy, but he's sitting there with no shirt on
>follow him into his trailer, he tells me to start getting undressed
>take clothes off, exposing my shaved body and hard cock
>he looks me up and down and walks over to me
>starts rubbing me all over and saying really creepy shit
>oh what a sexy body
>I hope you are overage, but something like this is worth some jail time
>he tells me to get on his bed and bend over
>what followed was ten minutes of the most degrading sex I think I will ever experience.
>wraps himself around me and tries to powerfuck me
>realize that he smells
>realize my erection is gone
>he reaches around me and grabs my now flaccid dick
>now we can't have that
>he flips me over
>goes to suck my dick
>he pulls out his dentures and starts sucking my Dick
>try to get hard, eventually manage it by closing my eyes and pretending he is my sister
So yea that was my first time and only time doing that, I went home and ditched all my sex toys and haven't looked back since.
Appologies for poor English. I am not native and typing on a phone as I work
Not being able to get girls so is no excuse to get fucked by a guy.
No, I am back to watching joi and foot videos. I have considered trying to find an escort to love these fantasies out because my sister said she did not want to ruin our relationship.
I am from Sweden. My sister was my only friend, so I grew close to her. As he aged I noticed how lovely her feet are, the shape of her body. As we moved to America I realize that she is the only woman I could ever love.
You are welcome friend.
She is always so nice to me, I decided one day as we say together to try to rub her feet. She thought I was joking but then saw that my penis was erect in my boxers and it mad her uncomfortable.
To be honest, I think it's rather normal that if you spend too much time with someone and have similar personalities, there's going to be some feelings.
I was sorta, propositioned by my mother, after a waitress thought we were on a date. Turns out my mother is not getting enough sex from my father.
I would love to make love to my sister, she is a beautiful woman
I appreciate her more now than ever, I think I will tell her what I did out of desperation and maybe she will sleep with me because she is sorry she pushed me there.
Rejecting my advances. She should realize I am the best man for her and that we are meant to be together. They say the bond between a brother and sister is greatest there is. I would love to experience something beyond that
I had a similar story, but I was practically homeless and just looking for a place to stay for a night. I still get shudders and cringe really hard when it crosses my mind.
Thinking back if I had more bad luck I potentially could have been killed by someone, so just being violeted(?) doesnt seem so bad.
look, losers... Sex, specially sex with strangers is a complicated thing. It's harder than you would know to find someone you like, even for fucking.
When I was 19 i started using the internet to arrange gay sex encounters. Do you know how many guys I had to meet until I found the one I lost my virginity to? 6. That's right. Six dates that led to nothing but talking. I wasn't a stupid fuck like op. I didn't have sex if I wasn't sure or comfortable. First I had a nice chat/date to figure out if I really wanted it.
As soon as you started second guessing you were supposed to have chickenedout.
Now here comes the dissapointing part for you.
You drove 40 minutes for gay sex.
Youi itially found the guy attractive
Untill the deal brakers started showing, you had a massive boner.
If the guy didn't say creepy things, didn't smell, had some teeth and lived in a normal house. You probably would've enjoyed more than you can imagine.
Sorry to break it down to you: you are not straight. Much probably Bi. You may even prefer woman, but you also feel attraction for sum man on man, that's for sure. Don't try denying it to yourself.
I too had disasterous sex experiences, as everyone else in the world. Imagine if my first time was some sort of traumatic regretable fuck. I'd probably go around saying: noop, that's not for me. Missing the point that I'm a huge faggot.
One bad experience doesn't change who you are. You'll be back for more, I assure you.
>suck a friends dick
>feel nothing but a gnawing revulsion during
>morning after walk home
>feel disgusted/ashamed of myself for 2 weeks
Thats how I knew. We 69'ed. I did not ejaculate needless to say
Yes, that's basically this. Fantasies are more than just fantasies.
You don't have just a cock fantasy, delusional poster. There's a name for this fantasy: homoness.
It's like saying: i have a fantasy of fucking a child. Bitch you're just a pedo.
Of course not all fantasies reveal a spectrum of sexuality great enough to be regarded as an orientation. But it's not op's case.
Holy fucking shit OP I wish I had the 400 pound balls you carry around in a upside down hoodie for make shift pants
>>he pulls out his dentures and starts sucking my Dick
>>try to get hard, eventually manage it by closing my eyes and pretending he is my sister
>be freshman in college
>admire one of my professors for being especially well groomed, well dressed, professional, charismatic, classy and reasonably good looking
>freak out after realizing I was probably gay for him
>calm down and realize that "freaking out" in response to gay thoughts is a normal straight man's gut reaction to steer him away from faggotry
Robots, is it gay if I accidentally cum in my own mouth when sucking my own dick? It didn't taste very nice, a little salty and fairly viscous. Not unlike phlegm when you have a cold.
it's so simple, yet humans need to complicate...
Do you feel sexual attraction for other males?
Do you want to suck dick, be fucked in the ass by a man, or fuck a man in the ass?
If the answer to any of those questions is ANYTHING but "no", congratulations: you are not fully straight. Take the next quiz to find out how gay you are:
In a scale of 1 to 10, how hard you want to have sex with other males?
>Do you want to suck dick, be fucked in the ass by a man, or fuck a man in the ass?
Sucking dick sounds nice, but then again I used to suck my own dick so I know how it feels like and I'm sort of interested interested to try it when I'm not in an uncomfortable position. Getting fucked in the ass or fucking someone else in the ass, even a female, doesn't interest me.
Assuming 1 is the least amount, then that.
>tfw like penises but only on traps
>not attracted to men but like anal anyway
>figure I can get grils clothes and pretend it's strapon/trap
>nope the fuck out
You saved me anon, I think I'll stick with toys
If two people have an iPhone, and set up iMessage, you can send text messages via wifi or data to the other iPhone. It doesn't count against text messages since it's over Internet.
To show the difference between sms/mms and iMessage is blue, regular is green.
It's been in use since iOS 3/4 I think, maybe sooner.
>curious about getting buttfucked since hitting puberty
>buy first dildo when i was 16
>get a girlfriend who eventually found it out.
>huge argument about it almost breaking up
>she accepts it as long as i don't get fucked by any real guys
>time goes buy as she begins getting curious about the idea of fucking me with a strap-on
>best relationship ever
>relationship goes to hell
>hiding it from my gf's ever since
>single right now
>dildofuck my ass almost every day
>rarely get fucked by any real guys
no regrets robots