tell me: what makes you happy?
why aren't you happy right now?
>go to a psychiatrist, unknowing of how monotone my existence is
>"Is there anything in your life that makes you happy, something that gets your heart going?"
Honestly, I don't really know. I can't remember if I've been happy actually, not for a while. Maybe somewhat content but that's it.
Man, I don't know what would make me happy anymore...
There is a guy I've been talking to a lot that occasionally comes to my house to fug. I like him a lot and he makes me happy, but I'm positive he doesn't feel the same.
as edgy as it is, the only thing i can think of is alcohol. at most im just content, never truly happy.
thats cute anon
My work, I guess. It's not really happiness, but it gives me a feeling of pride and accomplishment that I haven't gotten elsewhere in probably a decade. It's probably why I usually go into the office on weekends even when there's nothing to do.
>what makes you happy?
That one day I will be dead, and won't have to worry about what makes me happy,
Or that attractive women won't hold me down and fart on my life
I'm not happy because I still exist, son.
I'm not really suffering, tho. Just not happy. I'm kinda empty if anything. I think I'd rather be happy but being neutral is not suffering. I stopped giving a fuck some time ago.
My mood sucks right now though so I'm kinda letting it out.