tell me: what makes you happy?why aren't you happy right now?
>be me
>go to a psychiatrist, unknowing of how monotone my existence is
>she asks
>"Is there anything in your life that makes you happy, something that gets your heart going?"
>mfw
>>25957675
Naht rely
>>25957675
Honestly, I don't really know. I can't remember if I've been happy actually, not for a while. Maybe somewhat content but that's it.
Man, I don't know what would make me happy anymore...
My daughter. That's mostly it.
>>25957675
music makes me happy, playing my bass and improving my speed. Trying to get a mic to record some cool shit
>>25957675
Japanese pop idols
There is a guy I've been talking to a lot that occasionally comes to my house to fug. I like him a lot and he makes me happy, but I'm positive he doesn't feel the same.
>>25957675
>what makes you happy
Cigarettes and my guitar
>why aren't you happy
Uncle died this morning, plus chad is fucking the girl i love
sleeping and really bad punsbecause classes started again so I have to devote 1-3 days a week to doing my online courses
>>25957781
>having kids
>not being a virgin
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>>25957675
Lexapro has made me a pretty happy person recently. I can't really explain it, it just feels like things are going to be okay in the end. I almost hate it.
>>25957839
femanon or just fag?
>>25957870
fag, sorry anon
Nothing makes me happy, robots can't be happy.
>why aren't you happy right now?
It feels like everyone around me is kicking footballs as if it comes naturally and I don't even know what one looks like.
>>25957890
fucking queer degenerate get out homo
as edgy as it is, the only thing i can think of is alcohol. at most im just content, never truly happy.
>>25957781
thats cute anon
>>25957839
eyy, is that a pic of pops cat from nekojiru? watched that last night. pretty surreal & depressive, but it was great. can see why the artist offed herself some time back (rip)
>>25957907
No
(originu)
>>25957839
What makes you so sure he doesn't feel the same anon
>>25957853
I didn't have her by choice.
>>25957720
Just say dank memes
Always works
>>25957675
Escapism, withdrawal from the world around me and into myself.
Can't be detached enough to be happy while also being functional enough to get through the day.
My work, I guess. It's not really happiness, but it gives me a feeling of pride and accomplishment that I haven't gotten elsewhere in probably a decade. It's probably why I usually go into the office on weekends even when there's nothing to do.
>>25957968
>not forcing the bitch to get an abortion
suit urself cuck
makes me happy when my art is significantly improves
>>25957890
Is he a fag that doesn't want to be a fag? But stil like dick?
Drugs.
The drugs are wearing off. Gonna have a smoke, increases bloodflow to bring more drugs to your brain. That's why a cig goes well with any drug.
nothing makes me happy anymore, not even the good drugs.
i just want to fall asleep peacefully and never wake up again
Being successful with women.
I've never been happy.
>>25958229
Sorry to hear that anon, it'll happen someday
>>25958250
Then I'll get cucked and hate myself forever.
I dunno, man. I sorta don't want it to happen. I'm not excited about it anymore, I'm scared. I just wanna disappear.
>>25958228
what are the good drugs in your opinion?
>>25958354
psychedelics, weed and mdma
>>25958294
you are not alone mang
>>25957675
>what makes you happy?
That one day I will be dead, and won't have to worry about what makes me happy,Or that attractive women won't hold me down and fart on my life
I'm not happy because I still exist, son.
>>25958294
>>25958388
Remember, that sorta stuff doesn't happen nearly as often as 4chan says, it isn't as hopeless as it can seem at times.
>>25958439
i agree but divorce rates are pretty high
i don't want to get divorced
i want a nice wife to hug me all day
>>25958388
I wish I was desu. Being around people just makes me feel like shit. I like girls but I don't like people.
>>25958487
what i mean you are not the only one suffering
i can totally relate
>>25958508
I'm not really suffering, tho. Just not happy. I'm kinda empty if anything. I think I'd rather be happy but being neutral is not suffering. I stopped giving a fuck some time ago.
My mood sucks right now though so I'm kinda letting it out.
>what makes you happy?
Love, affection, intimacy
>why aren't you happy right now?
No love, affection, intimacy
>>25957675
Forgetting. Honestly, the longer I can distract myself with things that aren't my life the happier I am.