I hate people and they also hate me
if I started loving people, would they start loving me? or is there just something innately wrong with me
nah, you are just a creepy guy as me, as all robots.
People don't have you, you're just not normal and regular people notice that and have a negative reaction to it because you're a stranger and they're not going to enact the mental labor of figuring out your autism and realizing that you're just some beta loser.
I have the same problem, but i've started to ignore it because people who react this way are usually just random wageslaves. So I don't care what they think
how is it even possible to give off negative vibes though without even directly talking to people? I've had one guy outright tell me he hated me, but i've never interacted with him before
because you probably have shitty body language
but desu, i don't know. I'm not sure why people will have such negative reactions to someone they've never talked to, and have only recently come in contact with. I once sat at a table in high school where a girl stared angrily at me, scoffed, and got up and left. I felt like shit for days after that.
Nothing but exceptionnal things is that much random you can allow to put yourself under the weight of it