>>25934535 >>Do you people not go stircrazy? yes >>Do you find solitude in isolation? isolation reduces short term pain >>What is your daily routine? wake up, watch old internet videos from the years where I was happy, read through my year long daily skype conversation with the girl who eventually blocked me, shitpost, cycle through random websites I don't care about >>What are the positives and negatives of your lifestyle? Mental and physical deterioration, inevitable suicide
>>25934535 >Do you people not go stircrazy? I do but when I'm outside around people I get anxious and will always fuck up as I'm a sperg. Isolation is my fortress and its like I'm dead and can't fuck anything up and everyone forgets me like I'm dead. Magic. >Do you find solitude in isolation? I believe one can but I'm currently not feeling it. >What is your daily routine? 5pm wake up usually wank play games watch YouTube videos eat shit watch stuff sleep at 5/6am >What are the positives and negatives of your lifestyle? Positives COMFY negatives depression
>>25934535 >Stircrazy I don't. >Solitude in isolation Yes, also major depression every once in awhile like verge of suicide. >Daily routine Wake up, go on the computer, eat, go to the store once a week. computer again, sleep, repeat. >Positives/negatives Don't have to deal with people, depression
I only leave for class and groceries, it's warm and comfy inside >tfw you have to open the windows because you start smelling your own shit >tfw naked all day >tfw masturbating with legs spread on your desk >tfw your neighbours are annoying as hell, you pick up a shit on the street and smash it on their doormat >tfw someone knocking at your door is your biggest fear
>>25934942 >tfw someone knocking at your door is your biggest fear I can relate. I don't belong in this neighbourhood and it's very obvious. >few months ago >robberies or some shit happening, they're inviting everyone to a neighbourhood watch meeting >they show up at my door >no shirt on, wearing pajama pants and nothing else >cigarette in my mouth >beer bottle in my hand >haven't had a haircut in 6 months >haven't shaven in 2 months >haven't slept in 3 days >blaring Death Grips >distinct smell of ballsweat because I hadn't showered in days Just for contrast, I live around retirees and well-to-do newlyweds. >>25935155 It varies, but I get by. I've got savings from before my last real employer went under. You probably would need a degree for that, though. I was a sysadmin and just lied my way into the position.
>>25934535 >Do you people not go stircrazy? Not that much from being inside, it gets a bit boring sometimes, but browsing anonymous imageboards or playing videogames never ceases to amuse me. >Do you find solitude in isolation? Not really, being in midst of people you don't fit in and enjoy interacting with makes me feel way more lonely than sitting home doing things that make me happy. >What is your daily routine? Most of the time just wake up, do morning routine and wash up, then sit in front of computer all day, do evening routine and go to sleep, unless I have classes. The only breaks I get are when I go to eat/cook and/or potty breaks >What are the positives and negatives of your lifestyle? When it comes to negatives, I don't really feel like this lifestyle has any by itself, I trully enjoy doing what I'm doing, the only problem is that I still need to suck resources from someone else and that isn't really reliable way of living, so I always have that on the back of my mind, I semi-luckily found a way to make decent bux on net I enjoy, so I'm hoarding money for the future.214 And possitives are that I just like doing what I'm currently doing. The staleness sometimes gets to me, but the fact is that if I wanted to progress with my life I could, I just prefer not to, so I don't worry about it as much.
>>25934535 >Do you people not go stircrazy? I don't usually, very rarely >Do you find solitude in isolation? Yes. Except for when I'm feeling depressed, which has been a part of my life practically forever. >What is your daily routine? Wake up, make coffee Drink coffee slowly while I wake up and read the news and twitter After about an hour I get on 4chan and put on twitchtv for another hour I eat breakfast go for a run, do some push ups, sit ups etc. Cool down for a bit listening to music Eat again Shower/shave Play vidya for a few hours play guitar/keyboard/read manga/a book/watch movie/ Dinner Sometimes I'll nap here Shitpost and twitchtv Fap sleep >What are the positives and negatives of your lifestyle? Positve: Never have to deal with drama that other people are involved in Don't have to spend a lot of money Negative: Paranoia and depression
>>25933988 I wish I was. >tfw have to grocery shopping once a month, sometimes twice a month >tfw have to go get other things on a separate trip once a month I JUST WANT TO STAY HOME REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Who /losingspeechskill/ here? I'm not timid or sperg, I can talk if I have to but I have almost no practice, I start babbling, speaking too low or using fucked up speech patterns (talking nonsense to say a simple thing)
Wasn't leaving the house for years. Occasionally forced by family to tag along to the super but I never left the car. Now I've been forced to take music lessons every monday because I fooled around with a midi keyboard and someone thought I "might have talent". I'll off myself. Being around people is too much. I'm too old for this shit.
>>25934535 >do you go stir crazy After i garduated highschool i just stayed in my room constantly eventually instead of going stir crazy you the feeling you get changes until you feel constantly anxious to leave but too freightened/depressed to do ao its strange >do you find solitude in isolation No. >daily routine? Get up at 3 or 4 browse 4chan eat a meal watch youtube videos go back to shitposing until 5 or 6 in the morning repeat >positives and negatives of my lifestyle Positive: at least i dont have to interact with people Negative: lonliness, depression, feelings of failure and self loathing, boredom, frustration at myself and the world, sadness
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