Does anyone else get sad about the past and where your life went wrong? I don't want to fail. My dog is already seven years old. I'm not ready for him to pass on. I don't want to disappoint anyone ever again, I'm sorry
Stop worrying about the past and look ahead senpai even though I should follow my own "advice"
Sort of. It more feels like I'm walking along a blade's edge to happiness and there's hail and wind trying to knock me off my balance. It took a lot of effort to get up here, I don't want to fall again.
It's not like I think I can be normal, but I think I can have a good life despite that. Maybe I can even make it easier for people to achieve that who have gone through the same things I have, or are about to.
It's draining, amd it feels like I'm going to break at any moment, but I can't let myself down. It'd kill me.
What made you want to get back up?
What were the last 3 failings?
What choice did I have? Quitting was miserable. I already hate myself, I couldn't take it. Desperation is probanly the answer, and some determination.
I want so badly to show everyone I can accomplish what I've always thought I could, depsite every slap in the face life dealt me. I'm getting there.