I have taken a shower the first time in 2 months
I don't know what to feel
This is weird
Sleep, eat and drink junk food, play videogames, bronswe 4chan, fap, shit, occasionally I go out to buy supplies like candy, soda, toilet paper, pay bills.
This is all there's to my life.
This used to be me, i have now made a habit of showering every morning.
I remember how weird it felt to not have greasy as fuck skin and hair after the shower and how bad my room smelled in contrast to the nice flowery scent of my shampoo. Did you experience a similar thing?
What a wonderful life to bad for me that is about to end
Not at all. I have watched 3 maybe 4. Sometimes I watch a single episode of an anime just because I found a webm or gif of it somewhere and I found it cool. I do like smug reaction faces though. Sena is a best girl.
I live of inheritance money. My parents are dead.
OP here. Like with most of things, I think its not worrh getting up to do it. Its just too much laziness. I have depression so I also feel bad for being clean. I like feeling heavy. Taking a shower can even temporarily make me want to do something about life like getting a job. Ugh. I'm afraid I someday will take a shower and abandon my lifestyle. I love this. Also due to the lenght of my comment you can thereby conclude I have meme tier autism.
I have over 200 games and that's just my steam alone. Mostly FPS and strategy games.but I tried others as well. I tried getting fit but I accepted the fact I wouldn't make it. I started doing that only because of a girl who I barely talked to. She moved to Canada and I'm not seeing her again. As soon I realized I have no reason to be fit I quit. I would exercise 2 hours 30 minutes religiously. On the first month I lost like 30 lb. After she disappeared I started getting into 2D Aand was slowly fucking up my diet and exercise, started to skip the gym, diet, etc. I still look normal and im6'3 but the way things are going I might as well end up obese once again. I can't even go the gym anymore because I'd have to look at mallthose people in the face. "That's the loser who quit". I can't even leave my room. I don't want to get out of this hole I carved myself. Its comfortably good and I like it. Who needs life when you can be a hikikomori