4chan is terrible

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>was a quite and shy kid, but normal and happy until age 12
>start visiting 4chan at 13 years old, about 7 years ago
>begin to identify with the community and as an impressionable young adolescent frequenting 4chan i develop the common mindset on here that i am an outsider, i am not the same as normal, happy people, and these people are bad
>develop the mindset that i am a "nice guy" before it was a derogatory phrase and the "nice guys" get friendzoned, so there was no point in pursuing women
>browse different boards over time and begin lifting at a young age (15 or 16), learn the basics to dressing myself so i dont look like a sperg, develop "good" taste in several things
>20 years old now in college, am fit, can dress decently, have 6-7/10 facial aesthetics, have "good" taste, not a manlet
>eating lunch alone
>see beta manlet eating lunch with qt gril and they're both laughing and smiling
>feel superior to him because he's a skinny beta manlet
>his friends go over and sit with him and the girl and theyre all laughing and having a good time
>i havent had friends in years because i dont talk to normalshits
>have never pursued a girl because all girls are lying cheating sluts that will cuck you and steal all your money
>realize this beta manlet that i felt superior to because i'm fit, dress well, and am good looking is better than me because he at least tries to live a happy life by making friends and trying to get a gf
>he will one day have a wife and a kids while i continue to live a miserable existence of self-imposed isolation
>all i have are a bunch of superficial status symbols that are meaningless without social skills or a desire to live a better life