>>25914176 >30 years old >Retail manager wage slave >2 time college dropout, 1 time kick out >No sex with someone who wasn't a prostitute for almost 6 years >$9.5k debt >$0 savings being in the same job for almost a decade >No close friends, barely any social life >Drink a bottle of bourbon almost every night >Balding
>32 going on 33 >KHV >dead end soul crushing customer service slavery job that doesn't pay enough to live comfortably >don't sleep very much >no motivation to improve >have to borrow money from parents on occasion still to pay the bills
Honestly I'm just killing time until my mom dies so I can off myself.
>22yo >dropped out of high school twice, haven't graduated >NEET >second stint in high school as evening classes lasted under 3 weeks >KHHV >less than 2 weeks of sobriety last year >not sure if I'm delusional or just creating fantasies in my head about my future for the sake of my mental health >fantasies include traveling to Thailand and fucking chicks from ThaiCupid >or moving to Canada (eurofag) >in reality I'm too afraid to even use public transport and have never taken a train or a bus on my own >frequently purge all my online contacts >pathologically lie to pretty much everyone >told my dad about some chicks I used to date and based the stories off girls I knew briefly online >why he never met them is explained by my anxiety regarding being in his presence >dunno if he believes the stories but he always seems happier after >never really had any friends and haven't seen a person my own age since I was 16 (in terms of doing something with them) >social contacts are limited to parents and mental healthcare
Probably the most worrisome thing about this situation is that I don't particularly want anything to change right now, even though I realise the gravity of my situation.
>be me >19 >kicked from school at 15, haven't gone back since >NEET af >I last cleaned my room 6 weeks ago >there's ants on my bed >literally no sheets >parents died >buy all my shit from amazon cuz I'm too scared to into stores >no friends >virgin >I fap to my oneitis on Instagram daily with an account I used to use, but instead of deleting it, made it look like a chad account >anxious about everything >depressed but can't afford a rope with limited money so I tried electrocuting myself as an attempt to commit suicide >my last friend was when I was 12 and he stopped talking to me when he got a gf >have infected toe for 2 years now but have been to scared to see a doctor about it
>22 >3 time high school drop out >cafe wageslave >never had sex without paying >convicted in 2012 for drunk driving >no personality or interests whatsoever >0 friends, crippling social anxiety meaning I can't conversate with anyone >masturbate on average 4 times a day
>>25914176 >21 , 22 this year on sept 4. >living w my grandma cus my parents dont have house > fat as fuck > really fat > short. totally short 1.68 manlet > virgin > paramedic > meeeeeehhhhhhh >its a lot of work dammit. >i got graduated last year but aaaahh fuck that slave shit. >i dont wanna work in that shit you are like the slave of the nurse so fuck it >wanna study nursery next year > dicklet > no friends to talk > no chiks to hug > cry almost 3 times a week at nights > my dad is NOT proud of me. > i dont like public places except for hospital > for some reason i like hospitals full of people > makes me feel safe > i hate summer > i hate warm weather > i hate beach at summers > i hate pools at summer > i dont like sunglasses makes me feel anxious and shit > i dont have money but i love reading expensive books > depression at 210% > sometimes i just want a hug > i NEED sertraline but i dont have the prescription to that > i really need a hug > i wanna kill myself.
>>25915231 Im going to give you a normie answer but it actually works >exercise >eat healthy >get decent sleep pattern >develop an interest (instrument, coding, learn another language, sport, whatever) >go outside even if it's just short walks around at night >once built confidence and self worth up (will take a few years probably, this is not a quick fix) go back to school and study something you enjoy
Also, psychedelic drugs helped me massively in gaining a more positive outlook on life, but they're not for everyone.
>highschool dropout >NEET >rarely leave my room, let alone my house >browse the internet all day >fat,only eat junk food >incredibly lazy,gave up looking for a job three years ago >hugless,kissless virgin >feel no need for friends or a girlfriend >I'm so defensive that I actually work to make people hate me so I don't feel bad when they do it. >I see everything as a chore
Thread replies: 24 Thread images: 3
Thread DB ID: 443236
All trademarks and copyrights on this page are owned by their respective parties. Images uploaded are the responsibility of the Poster. Comments are owned by the Poster.
This is a 4chan archive - all of the shown content originated from that site. This means that 4Archive shows their content, archived. If you need information for a Poster - contact them.
If a post contains personal/copyrighted/illegal content, then use the post's [Report] link! If a post is not removed within 24h contact me at firstname.lastname@example.org with the post's information.