does any1 else feel like they have no idea what the fuck is going on?
>senior at uni with good degree
seems like everday is the same, wake up, do work (I like this work), then go home bored (so i drink and xanax) to go to sleep thenover and over again but mostly im bored. live with gf of 5 years, but barely see each other because we are both busy and we have different lives now. I have friends, I have good grades.
I feel separated from the rest of the world, but not in a typical sense, i have friends and family and stuff, but it feels like this veil is covering me from the rest of the world and when I try to reach out past it I am overcome with terrible anxiety.
i don't know who am I, and I havent for a long time
I feel you man. I just work and play video games after work, all in the meantime telling myself I'll finish my novel later.
I'm begging for something, anything to shake my life up. I've recently moved to a new place and there's plenty of girls here who might actually be impressed I have a great credit score and decent job at twenty years old but we'll see.
My life is feeling like a Mac DeMarco song indeed.
just pointing out facts.
so ppl arent like
>u just need a girl
>u just need a direction
I see the direction im traveling. But im fucking bored with it. or maybe Im just a drug addict. or maybe im so bored with everything around me iuncludingm myself that I use drugs to feel something
Maybe some creative hobbies that involve other bored and lost people that want to feel some purpose?
I don't know, 28 and I feel the same. Boozing and drugging as well. I know creative pursuits with other people used to make me feel happy but now these days I just play piano over a bottle until I pass out and sleep for 10 hours to get up and do it again
Used to know who I was
Fuck if I knew who that was
oh god do I know how you feel, that's my fav album of all time