is heroin a good drug to go out on?
weed makes me feel awkward and goofy around people
alcohol makes me argumentative and pissed off in general
mdma makes me want to chain smoke tobacco
benzos make me want to smoke weed
mxe & pcp used to help but i think the quality has gone down and they also fuck my memory up too much i can't ever remember nights i go out on them
my friend swears by opiates and says he prefers to go out to bars/events in opiates if he's trying to pull bitches and might sip on beer but doesnt like drinking much at all. he gets laid all the time
should i just use heroin as my social drug?
i don't respond to it. i've done it a few times and i was the only one that didn't feel it. i smoked crack 4x and that didn't even give me much. uppers arent too enjoyable for me
Thanks for triggering me OP I'm five days into withdrawal
Heroin is fucking fantastic. No hangover or comedown like on stimulants, no bad trips or unexpected freakouts, you don't act like a outgoing retard and wake up the next morning regretting your actions. Its just a strong warm euphoria that turns every doubt, regret, and anxiety you've ever had into something so insignificant you wonder why you ever felt that way in the first place. There really is nothing else like it.
As for a social drug, well it won't turn you into a life of the party extrovert but you'll be so comfortable and at ease that it doesn't even matter. Hell after you've got a good honest heroin habit going, social events, parties, girls and friends don't even really cross your mind.
opiates aren't euphoric in the same sense that cocaine is. they aren't going to give you false feelings of confidence and love. they aren't going to make you say or do anything you are going to regret the next day. you aren't going to have to worry about feeling like death after it wears off. you won't have trouble sleeping. you won't feel exhausted.
you just feel relieved. if I had one word to describe an opiate high, it would be "relief". anxieties you didn't even know you had will vanish.
>anxieties you didn't even know you had will vanish.
This is how I would describe benzos desu. Opiates to me are definitely euphoric, kind of like a mild, three hour long orgasm, as opposed to coke which is more like a head-feeling of unbelievable triumph or success. That's just me though and I ain't ever shot up
OP your situation actually got me started on opiates like 3 years ago. It helped me tremendously for a period of time, I actually got my first and only girlfriend, got promoted to a manager at work, so on. Problem is, I got to the point where I had to be high to really feel confident. Started doing heroin like a year ago, was shooting it for the last 6 months, which is where everything went to shit. Ive been clean for a week now and it sucks.
Point is, your best option is to learn how to deal with this shit without the aid of drugs. Yes, opiates will help you socialize but it all leads to the same place. But still, do it if you want, I heard the same shit and I still did it. I wouldn't take it back either. Some of the best times of my life were when I was high.
def gonna try it. i feel like if i feel happy and comfortable in a social situation i will look more attractive and fun to girls. uppers, alcohol, benzos, anything else really doesn't make me feel euphoric or happy at all. i'm just that guy standing around with a blank/uncomfortable looking expression
florida bloxxxx. i met a guy today that can get some, he said he would hit me up next time he wants to pick up. i didn't give him my # but he might ask my friend (who he came with). idk, i dont know the quality i could just get it online if needed be. i just ordered 50g amphetamine and 1g alprazolam
PCP and other dissociatives make people extremely disinhibited at high doses. When you combine that with nigga-rage and the murderous mentality you see in low-class blacks, you get people who flip out on PCP.
There is actually decent evidence for dissociatives like PCP and ketamine being powerful antidepressants when used correctly.
People didn't used to sprinkle pcp on cannabis cigarettes because they expected to flip out. They did it because it feels good.
>There is actually decent evidence for dissociatives like PCP and ketamine being powerful antidepressants when used correctly.
man, i really want to try esketamine at some point. i've had great times on dissociatives, they're better than any so called anti-depressant i've tried.
Low dose dxm can be godly as a social drug. It doesn't realy make me chatty the same way amphetamine does, but the crash isn't iwanttodie-tier either. I just pop 60 or 90mg when I want to feel good and be able to talk and enjoy my time outside. If thinks ever get bad I can close my eyes and disappear for a short while.
I take 10 or 20mg on days I take it, it's just a shitty drug. I wouldn't even take it if I didn't need it. Addiction is a meme. I don't think it's possible to get addicted to amphetamine. Then again I've been taking it since I was like 7 so I guess it doesn't affect me the same way as it does the people who enjoy it.
Anon, don't overdo it, okay? I have horrible memory issues and I'm questioning my future as a whole and I think it's because of DXM. On the plus side, not being able to care about anything has made me a lot of friends, so if you want that, go for it.