Who here /glorious death/?
I've come to realize that in my life, I will probably never be happy. I now study, work and live to one day be debt free, be able to give back to my loved once and then kill myself in isolation without a debt or care. I plan to do this in my mid 30s or so, so I have plenty of time to plan. I am currently 23 and I have a long way to go, but death has finally given me purpose.
>tfw you will never die in WW2 soviet suicide charge
I just realized (OP here) I made a typo. I meant loved ones. I don't understand autocorrect.
Because I totally didn't go through 2 years of hard depression and therapy to come out "fine"... and by fine I mean just functional still in the education system pretending I'm okay when in reality I'm not.
I feel this way as well. I'm just killing time till I die for the most part, my life will always be a disappointment, it's like a bad dream, I'm just waiting to wake up.
This is a shitpost giving me an excuse to post my favourite Pepe. Every May, I weep bitter tears. ;_____;
shoo shoo turk roach. WW3 when I fight you kebab nigger.
Were Spartans the most redpilled race ever?
>Dedicated their time to becoming natty killing machines
>Fucked their bros instead of partaking in roasties
>Executed Retards at birth
>Waged war against the Athenian Jew
>letting financial debt determine whether you live or die
But I do know that feeling
In my case it's emotional debts that keep me alive
I do a very bad job of repaying them anyway
I also want to die when I'm at my strongest, mentally speaking. I want it to be an act of disengagement rather than an act of rebellion or defeat.
You will never die for a purpose greater than yourself. You will never die achieving something. You will never die saving someone else and becoming immortalized by the fact that a life continues because you gave up yours.
Instead, you will die in a random act of happenstance, or through a stupid accident. Perhaps you'll just wither away, not bold enough to risk anything in life, and die in a bed, alone. In any case, your passing will have meant absolutely nothing.