>severe depressed for about 3 years
>try suicide in the second, nobody gives a shit
>father calls me weak, mother apologizes for fucking me up, and keeps doing nothing to help
>can't study, try therapy, mother and father refuses to pay
>keep on existing
>end of the third year of high school, i reprove, gonna have to do it all over again.
>father calls me a disapointment,i get prepared for this year, gonna get good grades, go to college, have a job.
>can't sleep at night, father gets pissed because i only sleep when very tired(usually in the afternoon
>the world is crue, i wanna die, but i also want to live.
>can't get rid of depression. Everybody thinks im just being a bitch.
>Can't get the appropriate help
>Im going to break someday, and finally kill myself
same boat anon. if you're going to suicide just do it but i'd prefer to live even if it is shitty at least its better than nothing + we have anime and chicken tendies
>if you fixed your horrible sleep pattern you would feel better.
yes definitely would be better and get a hobby like a sport or go to a bar or something and meet other people, socializing will make you better
not op but
>go out occasionally
>exersize multiple times in a week
>get 6-8 hours a night
it doesnt fix anything. getting a gf wont fix anything. the only choice is to suicide or live in silent suffering to not get everyone around you down
>there are people that fail to kill themselves
Most are just attention whores that never truly intended to kill themselves, but at least a few really wanted to die but actually failed.
If anyone is depressed in New York city I'm willing to be your friend. I'm sad too and I'm struggling with my own problems but I think I might be going in the right direction.
Stressed to all fuck though.
Even if you just want to be internet friends that's okay as well
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