I think I've had enough now
I know what you mean, I wasn't and still not the best looking guy, but two years ago things got shittier for me when I took a round of antibiotics.
My doctor said it triggered IBS.. So now I have to deal with that, Among other things aswell..
>couldn't make it to medschool
That's one option out of many. Take that standing eight count and figure out the next best thing.
Talk about what's making you feel like that with your dad then. If nothing else, you'll have a good crying session.
Well, not knowing about your condition I can't offer a lot of valuable input that doesn't fall into "bee urself".
You won't have 4chan to get your laughs at inside the grave though.
"bee urself" isn't completely bad when you think about it, if you're a genetically inferior waste of life loser you shouldn't expect to be normal or happy ever in your life, it's not your fate.
Today I got hit with depression I haven't felt for months, I had to get out of my mom's presence and hide in my room with a candle until I felt a little better and then I started working out.
The despair is terrible, the shame, everything. I feel like my find is a torture device ruining my life.
Take this wager at your own risk is my point
Idk anon, i've given up at one point and was just going along with the motions, completely apathetic, and all the sudden everything changed. I don't know what you are dealing with, but just because you don't see a solution doesn't mean there isn't one.
Fill sink with warm water, put my wrist in it, wait (how long?), cut straight down the artery. Any other suggestions?
I'm not saying I'll definitely do it. It's just good to know so I don't add yet another failure to my list.
Not by me, but I still belive you can make it. All of you, don't give up!