>like girl for a while
>eventually ask her out
>she says yes
>cancels right before
>kind of avoid seeing her mostly cuz I feel I'd make her uncomfortable or something
>months pass and she runs into my friend and asks about me
Now I'm thinking about trying to start talking to her, not sure how and or if I should. Or was this insignificant and I just keep going on about my life?
>tfw this happens every goddamn time I ask a girl out
>she says yes
>she acts excited for the date
>cancels the day of or the night before
>tfw I was a victim of #wastehistime before it was a meme
I don't really know her and we don't interact otherwise. I'm really attracted to her for some reason maybe it's the "always want what you can't have" thing.
I think girls these days just have a hard time rejecting dates on the spot and get their courage up to reject you the same way we get the courage up to ask them out.
I had a girlfriend once. She really was the one pushing it when I thought we were just friends, and then I made the official move. I kind of fell into it. She fell for the lies of my old friend. I told her I loved her but she never loved me, and used obvious bullshit to break it off. I made the mistake of staying friends with her to give me some peace of mind and she said I wasn't a real man the first time she got drunk. I'm not all that mad at her since it was mostly things I should've avoided, but it kind of hurt to hear something clearly meant as an insult from someone you used to think of as a friend, and even loved. I learned from it and just keep anyone I find attractive firmly at bay. It's easier to have no ambitions.
I think I'm better off though. It's much easier to have friends. My balls may ache, but I'm better off if I operate on the assumption that I'm not sexually wanted; I've actually since then had a qt come up to me out of nowhere to say I was "really hot" but I would never be able to connect with her most likely. I'm a "childless single man who masturbates to anime" in msnbc's words, though I'd never lewd Koma-chan or Hotarun.
Damn,this post brings back memories.
> I made the mistake of staying friends with her to give me some peace of mind.
I should have cut her off,this shit is what hurts the most."Let us stay friends",how can people be so cruel ? I felt 2 years completly shit and now I am literally frozen inside.