>want to get down to 142 (I'm 5 foot 10) for dem awesome cheekbones and definition
>down to 148 now
>I miss tendies and eating
Will I ever get used to this?
eat more fibre? It's ok anon, you're better than that, you can be made of fruits and dead animals, not corn oil and sawdust filler. Think of how much you can compensate for anyway when you do need to "indulge", which should be rarely. In a perfect world. But just stay on the path, you'll find it worth it in like 10-forever years or whatever
There's still hope Kenny as well as spend have been talking about it recently. Kenny still rips spenny apart on his facebook. It's fucking hilarious. He even blamed him for the Paris attacks and a recent string of homeless man rapes around toronto.
>work out and eat constantly for two or more years
>drop from 170 to 125
>feel fucking aweful all the time now
>look like a crackhead
>doctor thinks it's celiac. except rice and corn give me the same awful symptoms and I'm not really gaining weight from abstaining from it all and taking all the supplements and vitamins
>everyone thinks I'm just a fucking crackhead because "oh gluten that's not a real problem, even my mom hates gluten and she's retarded"
>everyone who believes it thinks I have it great because "oh you can just eat whatever you want and still loose weight, never mind that you feel like you have cancer and
could get beaten up by a little girl, I eat nothing but meat grains and dairy and feel great but my life is so hard because I'm fat you're so lucky to not be able to eat anything that tastes good and have your muscles and spine ache and atrophy in the prime of your life while working full time living with your parents after being drugged up to a point of being delusional for your entire childhood for a "learning disorder" where you just didn't care about school because you were the youngest and smallest in class and just wanted to be held back to be with kids your own age whoops you need to take amphetamine and be mute and paranoid for the rest of your childhood then get fucked by a disease everyone thinks is made up all while watching the most vapid mean dumb piece of shit fuck one cute girl after the next even after beating one to a pulp, and nearly being kicked out of school just for fucking looking at a cute girl in class too much and hearing teachers talk shit about me and my "rape stare" in other classes
There is no god