>>25886683 I wish I had a sister. My brother is a Chad though and my parents obviously like him more than me. He understands that I'm an autistic NEET and buys clothes and food for me sometimes though.
One of them is, yeah. Now that she's over 30 she's "settling down". I feel terrible for her husband because she's probably taken miles of cock. She goes out partying all the time and, the way she tells it, she really gets around. I am jealous of her, though. I was always the weird, quiet, plain sister.
>throws big parties >no one shows up. >goes out drinking and clubbing every weekend >never comes home with a guy >sits on her phone complaining about ugly dudes messaging her >has never dated better than a 6/10 >actually tells normies she watches anime and tries to play it off as a cool/unique interest
My older sister has always been one. >had tons of friends in high school >fucked a lot of guys from high school onwards, usually younger than her >fucked a bunch of my friends when I got into high school >fucked my first boyfriend (who I never had sex with because he fucked my sister) >fucked anything with a pulse and a cock until one of them knocked her up and proposed >fucked someone else behind his back and ended up divorced >has a bunch of kids by different men because she can't keep her legs shut
My sister's an insane alcoholic child-molester (never charged or convicted since barely anyone knows) that lives alone and works a shitty retail job. She's basically the black sheep of the family (even without our parents knowing about her being a kiddy diddler) and frankly I wish she were dead (and I'm sure she does too).
>>25887466 I'm the one she diddled. Also my little sister, our younger cousin, and one of our neighbors (I only know of one or 2 times where it happened since I was there, I'm sure it happened more than that).
>>25887516 You can call me a roastie if you'd like. I call myself worse things pretty regularly. Sometimes when I get upset at myself for messing up I start crying and punching myself in the head, too.
>>25887562 I don't see how that's using me. Anyway, we purchase things for each other sometimes. Household finances are split down the middle. It works for us and I don't see the point in changing it until we have children and I'm put out of commission for a while.
>>25887602 Why? You don't know me. You've got no reason to be upset that I do it. I don't even know if I want to stop. It feels kind of nice, letting out all that anger I have pent up at myself for every little fuckup over the years.
>>25887586 >>25887548 i used to do that. I don't know what changed, i just stopped and moved onto having panic attacks and just wanting to die. Then i almost did die and the shock made me stop being a whinny fagger, depression went away. Then i almost died again! And got depressed/anxious once more, but not nearly as bad as i used to be.
>>25887644 I think that would be worse. The way my desk is set up I can only punch it (glass and metal) or the wall. It would end up hurting my knuckles more, and I would still come out of it angry at myself.
>>25887658 The punching thing is pretty recent for me, just over the last few years. >having panic attacks and just wanting to die I don't know if it's similar, but sometimes I'll get a tightness in my chest and it feels like I can't breathe and everything's closing in. It's really tough to break out of when it happens. >>25887673 But then I'd feel bad for the pencil. I always get upset over stupid things like that. It used to be so bad I couldn't eat chocolate if it was shaped like a rabbit.
>>25887686 >But then I'd feel bad for the pencil. I always get upset over stupid things like that. It used to be so bad I couldn't eat chocolate if it was shaped like a rabbit. Now I don't know what to do besides feel bad :(
>>25887714 You're really reaching now, m8. Sex and status were things he got prior to marriage. In this country, being married doesn't really affect taxes if I pay my own, which I do. He's definitely not gay. Why are you so desperate to undermine my marriage?
>>25887747 I'm Catholic too, so I don't think that argument really works here. Sometimes I wonder if I'm just mildly autistic. I used to people watch a lot to learn the "right" way to behave so it wouldn't surprise me.
>>25887686 >I don't know if it's similar, but sometimes I'll get a tightness in my chest and it feels like I can't breathe and everything's closing in. It's really tough to break out of when it happens.
That's just anxiety. I felt like i was going to die there and then and started to spin, shake my head, try to hit the bad thoughts out of it.
>>25887766 >I'm Catholic too, so I don't think that argument really works here It does You're made in the image of God You're worth the emotion I feel for you hurting yourself He cared enough to go to the cross for you, why shouldn't I care enough that I dislike you hitting yourself?
>>25887797 I think I'm a pretty poor reproduction because I don't remember the part of the bible where Jesus got upset because he doesn't understand social cues and then started crying and hitting himself for no real reason.
>>25887792 That's because you're sick in the head. All the rationalizations you make about why you're shit and your life is shit are wrong. You just need some pills, and, after years of self hate, some de-programing.
>>25887869 >you're sick in the head I wouldn't be surprised. >All the rationalizations you make about why you're shit and your life is shit are wrong. I am pretty shit, though. Not the shittiest but still pretty shit. >You just need some pills Ugh. >and, after years of self hate, some de-programing. Probably. >>25887884 Not really. There isn't much to say about it. I get angry and that makes me feel helpless so I start to cry. I turn the anger on myself because I hate myself, and I start hitting myself to vent it. That's my guess, at least.
>>25887905 I know that feel. >Christmas dinner 2015 >whore sister and her husband have been staying with our parents >parents joke about how they need to be quieter that night because they kept our parents up all night >tfw no bf >tfw last bf I had just wanted to use me to get close to her >tfw got dumped once she rejected him >>25887933 I probably wouldn't stop. >>25887938 I'm not punching that hard. Just hard enough to calm myself down and feel better because I got to hit someone I hate.
>>25886683 yes, she is and I hate her fucking guts. she's a slut, always dating different guys for a week or two at a time. she has an army of beta orbiters that bring chocolates, money, stuffed animals, jewelry, etc to our house for every holiday even though she's not dating any of them. these men take her on 'friend dates' where she never has to pay for anything and doesn't have to put out either (though she probably does because she's a dumb whore).
she's got a perfect hourglass figure and huge tits, can eat whatever she wants and not gain weight. dresses in all skin-tight clothes and super short shorts year-round. she spends all her money on clothes and fast food but my family just gives her more. they bought her a convertible at age 16. they never even bought me so much as a phone.
she gets everything she wants and worst of all, worst of fucking all, she constantly berates me and antagonizes me and my family does nothing about it but laughs, but if I so much as insinuate she's stupid then I get a long lecture about not being mean to my sister.
fuck her. if I could torture and murder her and get away with it I would. last night I dreamed that I set her room on fire while she was out at prom. it was a good dream.
>>25888523 she's younger than me too which is part of why I fucking hate it so much. I'm 24 and have nothing except a lot of fucking mental issues and no life whatsoever, no friends or anything, basically homeless right now.
my shitty slutty sister just gets praised for everything she does. it makes me fucking seethe with rage. I wish I could just hold her down and slam my fists into her face until she's unrecognizable and there's not much they can do to reconstruct her face. I wish she would have to live as a quasimodo-tier uggo for the rest of her life.
fuck I'm so fucking mad thinking about her why did you fucks even bring this up.
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