I make my mother cry about once a year or so, made my father cry about twice in my lifetime, second time today.
>Birthday today >Spent all day drunk and fapping alone >Father comes home happy asking me why I wasn't out celebrating with friends >Tell him I have nothing in life to celebrate since I'm a failure and I wish they aborted me
My parents reacted to their disappointment in me with anger and hate, not sadness. They went bananas and told me to kill myself and shit, told me I was a worthless failure, mocked all the really personal stuff they knew would get to me like my failures with women and embarrassing shit I had done when I was a kid.
In the long run it was probably better that way. It made me leave instead of living in their basement forever. Really took me by surprise though.
Actually, one time during one of my mom's freak-outs where she was calling me a manchild and shit, I said something like "don't you think I don't feel everything you're saying already, every day? How you're trying to make me feel is how I've felt for years" or some melodramatic shit like that and she got misty-eyed for like a second or two.
>16 >had a really rough couple of years >parents say they're going out for the night >now is my chance >pull out the note I'd written >get the rope ready >sit there for a while making sure this is what I want, and working myself up >do it >just starting to fade away into the sweet embrace of death >parents got home early and, like always, barged into my room without knocking >can hear them both crying >get sent to therapy >mom cries a lot for about a year after >25 now >still want to die >don't want them to be upset
I made my father, a man who never cries, cry once about a year ago. I was in a bottomless pit and I told him with tears in my eyes that I see no hope in life anymore and went to my room where I have a gun in the closet. He came in with tears and told me not to off myself.
That image is burned into my head, I feel really bad.
>>25883458 My dad doesn't cry. My mom is emotional, but I can only think of four times. > Twice because of my low grades in school. Grade 4 and 8. > Once when I was 16 and had depression at the time, and she realized it. > When she said goodbye to me as I got drafted to the army. My parents are generally proud of me and will support me through anything, and I wouldn't ask for different ones.
Yeah, I was 11~13ish (can't remember) I told my dad I hated him. He took it really seriously and grounded me very seriously. They didn't celebrate my birthday that year because I was grounded (they basically skipped it.)
I have something much worse in store for him the day he kicks me out or I move out.
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