>Chad classmate took his own life
Holy fuck. He had tons of friends and a cute girlfriend. I envied him greatly. Even if we all do made it somehow, would that even mean anything? Would we truly be satisfied?
Man sucks. Hate chads or not but can't deny he was set to an awesome life, meeting awesome people, doing awesome shit and having a family and he threw it out the window for probably some stupid HS bullshit...
My sister recently killed herself. She had 10/10 body and face, hundreds of local friends, prom queen, semi-famous in IG and twitter in the area.
Always envied how she had life on easy mode. Despite our hugely different lives we were close.
She had depression issues for the last 3-4 years. She was seeing a therapist for it and was institutionalized twice by my parents for it.
I was the one who found her body.
To me she had everything. So many people showed up to support us. She had so many people who liked her. Not a single person outside of my family would give a shit if I died.
Despite all that she killed herself. Never threatened to do it for attention. Left no note. Did not leave a pretty corpse. I wish I had her courage.
>keep seeing studies on the news that say "this and this and this is more likely and better" when you're in a relationship
It's just another dead normie Chad. Think about it: it's just one less faggot pulling out in front of you in heavy traffic and/or stealing your parking space. What's the big deal, really?
Maybe he was forced down a path he didn't enjoy. Maybe he identified as gay and had an overly religious family. Maybe he realized how shitty reality is. It's really hard to know what's going on in a person's mind unless they openly express it. He might have been popular and had a cute girl, but that does not mean he was enjoying life. We all go through some form of internal torture, rather we know it or not. We are warriors who fight through life. We either make it or we die trying.
I'd rather be a handsome empty shell than an ugly empty shell like I am right now.
At least I'd have companionship.
He probably was just a failed Chad. He was a Chad who couldn't be happy with the pleasures Chads achieve and kept striving for more, but was set back because of many problems Chads inherently have, things that keep from from being not just an Alpha male in school, but an Alpha male in life. Sure he had a gf and friends, but he was probably thinking shallow Chad problems like, "They don't really know the real me! They won't help me become the best I am," and one day, in a Chaddish implosion of close-mindedness, he thought his torments are the worst a man can suffer and he had to end it.
>even if you were 10/10
>even if you had a gf
>even if people didn't flinch when you looked at them
>even if you were successful
>life would still be empty
depression is a disease anon, no one is immune
So much this. I wish that Chad would have livestreamed his suicide so we could have all laughed at him.
>BOO HOO DADDY WAS MEAN TO ME AND MOMMY DIDN'T HUG ME ENOUGH. ALSO MY DOGGY DIED OR SOME SHIT
t. just another rando commando Chadling
>not pandering to the vaginal Jew's sexual usury and subversion
Bad goy! If you don't get laid and Chad it up, you're a failure! Don't sign a prenup. Trust womyn! They're the smarter and fairer sex!
He wasn't a bad guy. I saw him in the restroom one day and he actually greeted me and asked me how I was doing. Considering that most people like to pretend that I don't exist, that really made my day.
>Being attractive and social doesnt mean anything if you are broken inside
t. facebook poster
helo vaginal jew
Daily reminder that Chadism was a reactionary response and an adaptation. Chads aren't born. They're made.
Is it really alpha to be a doormat for the vaginal Jew? You be the judge.
Interesting speculation. It could've been anything. This seems sort of plausible though. Maybe he was too ambitious.
Maybe he had family issues. Or maybe he killed himself out of some shallow reason like a girl. Maybe he lived such a great life, the first time he was faced with adversity, he couldn't handle it. Maybe his good life spoiled him too much, so the slightest negative thing felt like the end of the world to him.
Here another interesting theory:
Maybe he just reached the top and realized how awful it all is. Sure he might've got the best of people, but maybe he saw the disparity in how they treated him and how they treated others. Maybe he realized how superficial humans are, and was disgusted by it.
>Anyone who disagrees with me is a woman
>Join the MRA-MGTOW Die Alone Brigade, white man! DO NOT BLAME THE ACTUAL JEWS RESPONSIBLE, PLEASE, JUST LOOK AT THESE WOMEN. NO GOY, NO! DON'T LOOK AT WHO OWNS THE MEDIA
>IT'S DA WOMEEEEEEEEEEENNNNNN
Fuck off kike
Fuck off, roastie. We're not falling for your tricks anymore.
>no ur a grill
Yeah, no, faggot. Women clearly shouldn't be able to vote; without a man guiding them, they are incapable of making rational decisions. This does not in any way change the fact that Jews are responsible for the cultural changes which have made western cunts into hollow, consumerist race-traitor whores. You are trying to address the symptom, but not the cause, and are also advocating white self-genocide. You're either a kike or a fucking retarded non-white piece of shit. Either way, kill yourself.
>Yesssssssssss, goooyyyyimm! DO NOT BREED! Let Achmed rape those evil no-good white women!
I blame women. I guarantee she cucked him and traded up for someone higher on the Chad scale. Such is the way of women...
But depression hijacks that instinctive desire to live, turning it into a fear of living. Succumbing to depression is passive, just as the person who doesn't socialize because they fear socialization.
It's all relative. You consider him to "have everything" based on your life but if you were to kill yourself some starving African child soldier, or a paraplegic would probably wonder why the fuck some guy who "has everything" killed himself.
do you excuse this for women? all women are either bisexual or lesbian. they're only attracted to men for their status and money, yet they are only physically attracted to other women deep down. get to know one and they will all tell you the same
don't even bother dude people who have never actually dealt with a mental illness have no ability to grasp what that state of mind is like
damn. is your mom nice at least
I'm so sorry for your loss anon. I am sure there are people outside your family who would miss you, even if only in the smallest way. Sibling relationships are a really special thing. Sending hugs your way
No, Chad would never have thoughts about the game being unfair for those not as fortunate a him or something. He lacks the insight and the sympathy for anything like that. For him, reaching the top can never be anything other than a coveted goal, and if he fails, it's not his fault. He already worked so damn hard to get where he is. Rich parents or good looks have nothing to do with it. But for some reason he's stopped. He can't climb the mountain any further. It's not his fault, and the top is the only goal in life, and he's unsatisfied with the people who's settled there with him because he just wants to keep looking up, so he becomes selfish and sensitive to petty problems, problems he only knows how to solve by self-destruction.
Thanks. She was the type of person this board would hate. Spoiled, got away with everything, won genetic lottery, etc. Things I was so jealous of. She obviously suffered in a way I will never understand.
Since then I've been pretty depressed obviously. Not just about her being gone but how am I supposed to make it in life if those things didn't keep her alive. Seriously why do we keep on living?
maybe instead of that, it means that those things won't make you happy so it's not so bad that you don't have them after all. hopefully that makes some sense.
I am not super against self diagnosis if someone doesn't have access to the resources necessary to deal with a mental health issue, but yeah it's ridiculously easy to spot someone who's never really been in the throes of depression
People kill themselves for weird reasons. Junior Seau had a wife and children and he was a fucking hero in San Diego and rich beyond belief. He still shot himself in the heart. You shouldn't let yourself dwell on their reasons as if you thought their lives provided some sort of protection. Depression is everywhere, only on /r9k/ do people think it correlates negatively with economic or social success.
Sorry for you loss familia, i'm not trying to put shit on your sister but she probably saw the meaninglessness. She had everything a young woman strives for. She was at the top, she didn't like what she saw below or above her.
How have people not realized yet that stuff and friends and everything around you cannot make you happy? Mud farmers in 3rd world countries are able to be happy way more consistently than us without all our shit.
You don't know that. How's a shallow friendships with a few plastic people better than nothing? Not being able to say anything outside of shitty jokes you don't find funny and opinions bland and generic so others don't start to think you're weird. A cyborg still has pain and loneliness, even if they're not a robot
One real friend/partner would make me happy. My problems stem from crippling insecurity and a fear of abandonment. If one person really validated me, I think I could live a happy life
The relationship is only shallow if you want it to be shallow. You have a large pool of people to choose from. I have no one.
"The grass is always greener", well my grass is dead.
>>25883109 here. sometimes it's actually similar to what a lot of people are saying in here along the lines of "what more is there?" and guilty feelings for having a life that you think you don't deserve.
or it's a total inability to connect with or relate to other people despite being constantly surrounded by them. like you're surrounded by a bunch of aliens or more accurately, you're the alien. >>25884047 nailed it
I almost forgot about this song. thank you anon
also that pagliacci joke is sort of relevant here:
i think popular people are told to always be social and with others, which in fact is not healthy
every person needs alone time to reflect,its a natural state of being
some people drop that facade entirely and go live more modest and simple life, i personally know a girl like that
there are definitely some "closet introverts" out there but there are loads of people who need to be with others. one of my best friends is like this, completely miserable when she's not hanging out with someone
it's because this board seems to think that women have a better quality of life than men, an easier time making friends/having relationships/etc so it seemed relevant. sorry if it bothered you
Yes it would mean something. He killed himself because he's that weak. If he had none of those things he wouldn't had even lasted a day.
Each day you don't kill yourself is a victory over normalfags.
maybe she felt guilty about being so much better than you?
It's still hard to believe sometimes. She was there plain as day in front of me but sometimes I wake up and still find it hard to believe she is gone.
I'll never know. She never told me specifically what made her depressed. Just that she was genuinely unhappy.
Because men have higher capacities for intelligence and I wouldn't want to miss out on that
>inb4 OH YEAH WELL MY IQ IS BLA BLA BLA
Men understand things you never will, roastie, and we know how that infuriates you.
>Never threatened to do it for attention.
I never have understood this. When I get suicidal I don't want to tell anyone about it because I don't want to be put in a psych ward and have my freedom taken away. I don't want to be put under close watch. if you're going to kill yourself why tf would you tell anyone
But never getting a glimpse of the water doesn't somehow make you immune to thirst.
>I have relationships with people but they're shallow/meaningless/not satisfying
>I have never had any kind of relationship with anybody
that makes sense. I think I'd like to be a man, too. It'd be nice to be judged more heavily on my actual abilities
you don't need to be so defensive anon, I know there are far more men with genius IQs than there are women (although I don't believe IQ tests are the most accurate metric)
yeah it may sounds ridicules, but i like being the underdog, i like to think for myself and come up with new theories.
i like to fix things and help, this is a part of being a men.
a woman can do that too obviously, but the road will always be easier
the issue for me is that I feel like there's always a chance of people being patronizing toward me, that I'm just where I am to fulfill a diversity quota, etc.
being a man seems much more useful and honorable. plus you never get cramps that are so bad they make you puke
>He had tons of friends and a cute girlfriend
Some people hide their depression behind a mask of happiness. Cliche, I know, but I know people who were nearly full Chad and they will straight-up admit it wasn't even them, it was like they were playing a character on a stage. Almost like a Tyler Durden thing, one in particular said it was like he wasn't even in control, he was just sitting back watching this other man move his mouth and say these things.
i would trade with you if i could
i've always felt like a failure of a man. too submissive, too emotional, too weak, very minimal drive or motivation to do things. i'm a waste of a dick. i've always kind of felt like a girl, but not in a gay tranny way. just my general constitution.
take my Y chromosome
>a lot of girls are like this anon
without reading the rest of your post I knew you were a lying sack of shit
you "women" truly are amazing specimens
i wouldn't be a slut, but i would be a tease
i've always valued sex in a sort of childish romantic way, i honestly believe that sex without some kind of relationship is meaningless.
I have a roof over my head, am fairly well off, have a loving SO and a steady job
I have the means right now to go do whatever I want and pursue any path I choose
Yet I prefer to lay curled up in my bed, wallowing in an imaginary puddle of negativity.
Why can't I have a neurotypical brain?
I'd rather get something even if it was because of my vagina that be left to fend for myself as a guy. The whole thing about being self-made and rugged and honorable is just romanticism. If it weren't do you think young men would be giving up in droves like they are these days?
Normies and chads can't enjoy a girlfriend as much as you can.
They've always been at the top. To them they've played the game so much its become as monotonous as the life of a neet.
The only way to have a truly satisfying relationship is if a robot can rise from the ashes to be loved by a girl he actually likes
>married to qt
>surrounded by family and friends
>six figure job, just got promoted
>house, cars, everything I could ever want
>depressed as fuck
Try to smile as much as I can... but only around other people. I think they may know something is up, but not the extent.
You're all missing the point here
If a chad, someone who had friends, a girlfriend and a good social life still killed himself, that means there is something seriously wrong with this world. If such a successful person can lose hope despite having what a lot of people dont, i dont think we have any chance of being happy in this world.
Lets face it, the world is boring as shit, nothing good ever happens. I never got the aliens invading or power rangers saving the world that i was promised in my childhood years. Instead i get regular visits from the milkman asking for payment and landlord bugging me to stop using so much gas
Success is relative. If you look at someone and think theyve got it made, they could just as easily think how much of a failure they are.
Chad with all the advantages in life may look at themselves and think they never amounted to anything or never fully love ved up to their expectations.
The point is some people just have fucked up brains. Depression is shit.
The way I see it money can't buy happiness but I'd rather cry in a Porsche, which is why I'm trying so hard to get a good career. It didn't work for Chad but maybe I'll get lucky.
Chad was weak. Were he in your shoes, he wouldn't have lasted a day before pitching himself in front of the nearest speeding train. Say what you will about suicidal NEETS, but the ones who actually stick it out are some of the toughest motherfuckers I know.
>tfw nothing to live for, but you do it anyways and for no clear reason
Fuck, we just had a frat guy at my university commit suicide last week. Makes you wonder what it is that causes some people to break. For the average robot the signs would be obvious, but for those socially well adjusted and seemingly successful people you have to wonder what it is that drove them to it.
I really do believe that depression is something youre born with. I'm a normie too, but it doesnt really matter. The feeling of emptiness isnt something you can fill out with friends and girls.
Honestly I'm pretty good looking and have a cute, successful gf, but I'm fucking miserable. I got out of the psych ward for trying to kill myself about 3 weeks ago. I drink myself to sleep every night.
I had a Chad friend, a coworker, who did the same. Paleo, rock climber, kettlebell, language master, tons of friends, girls...
In the end, he couldn't live up to his standards of perfection.
It's all ego, man. The same ego that makes you think you're a shit that can't do anything is the same ego that made my Chad friend think he could never be good enough. Meditate, get into music, maybe a little pot in moderation...but don't let your ego kill yourself
Tits or gtfo. Juat kiddin m8 thats some real shit chu dealin wit. Hab to say dou that stacey of a sis sounds lik one whiny privelegd cunt probly an herod cuz chad dump her fo som sid puzzy just kepin it real muh nigr