I've set myself on a path of self-improvement by attempting to reach the 'exit level' of all boards that I feel will benefit me, these include /fa/, /fit/, /lit/ among others.
I started with /fa/ which, after a year, has had a tremendously positive effect on my life. I am now self-aware and have the ability to discern what I like and why
I like something with an informed opinion. /fit/ prompted me to start lifting and properly get into sports, which has benefited me both physically and mentally, as I'm now more physically desirable. /lit/ has seen me expand my mind and embrace literature and philosophy in a way that allows me to view the world from a much more informed point of view. I feel like my worldview has broadened and that I have genuinely become more interesting as a person as a result.
However, I have noticed that this pursuit of happiness began as an attempt to improve my chances with girls, but ultimately I've only developed apathy towards love and romance, and now most girls are either disgustingly ugly or tedious and boring.
I'm not sure whether I've ruined or improved myself.
What do you think robots?
After all the shit you tried running away from, you are still an empty shell of a man but you got a bit of muscle now. Woop dee fucking doo.
Lol get those gains brah... haha what a fucking sheep
You've just wasted your time. You've learned to trick yourself into thinking you don't want the only thing you want, because it's easier to keep improving than to take a risk and trying to find a girl. You've just developed a comfort zone even harder to exit.
Remember, if you did all that as a part of 4chan culture, you're still involved with 4chan culture.
In that regard you fucked up.
It's not that I'm scared, I could easily get a girlfriend, it's just that I'd rather be cozy and lonely and just carry on reading and working out
Yeah, I wanted to talk without derailing the thread
I don't think 4chan culture is as bad as it's made out to be. It isn't a 'secret club' anymore, and most of the posters, me included, can probably be described as normies who just like to indulge in fighting anonymous people over the Internet.
I think 4chan is the coziest place on the Internet, purely because there aren't any restrictions here. It's escapism at its best. I've had better conversations on here than I have ever had in real life.
I think with you improving yourself as a person has made you a bit of a narcissist
Now you can't help but look down at everyone and be a condescending lil shit, which I can totally relate too btw, unfortunately
"An enlightened persons strength flows from the boards, but beware of the shitposting side. /b/, /r9k/, /pol/,
The dark side of the boards they are. Easily they flow, quick to join you on shitposting. Consume you it will, like it did to moots apprentice."
>I could easily get a girlfriend, it's just that I'd rather be cozy and lonely
Everyone knows this is bullshit, including yourself. You might think you actually think like that, but you don't.
self improvement is a load of shit. you are who you are, and you can't change that. going around trying to check off some arbitrary normie "success" rules is a good way to lose your identity and frustrate yourself. its also a good way to move further away from the people you belong with. be who you are faggot
^ he's not wrong you know
>I've had better conversations on here than I have ever had in real life.
I never thought I would ever say this with total honesty, but you no real life,
if your 4chan conversations were better than real life.
Seriously I'm truly honest.
Go get your life fixed and find some friends.