>skipping work for no reason other than hating outside
>smashing stuff up in my apartment all the time
>waking up angry, going to bed angry
>figure I should probably see a therapist or something
>remember that therapists and counsellors are terrible and only make situations worse
What are you supposed to do when you know you've got brain problems, know you need outside help, but also know that that outside help doesn't exist?
see a therapist, why the fuck not? tell them everything, tell them you're more fucked up than you are. as long as it's not suicidal or homicidal they can't lock you up against your will. it will just be documented and strengthen your case for neetbucks
just get the meds from a psychiatrist or better yet, go to a neurologist and just tell him you're depressed. He'll do a EKG, he won't be able to see anything on there and then you get your drugs.
They won't make you happy, but they stop your bursts of anger and make you generally feel more like "whatever"-apathy.
some people just can't function without them mate. And most of those "meds do this with me or that"-threads are memes.
therapists are worthless, thats why
people who collect ~neetbux~ are frauds and should be killed
weed makes me hella nauseous and I work for the gubment anyway so they can test me whenever
Well if you dont want help you won't get it. So it goes.
> you need outside help to solve your internal problem
> psychoanalysis and "deep-psychologie" (no idea what the english term is, I'm a Kraut so it would be "Tiefenpsychologie" for me) doesn't work
> only viable option to function without random bursts of anger/sadness are meds
> "I don't want meds"
you said yourself that there is no external problemsolver.
There is however the very real option of sedating yourself to function without failure
Either take it or stop whineing about how you need help you little bitch