>Tfw you want to kill yourself just so you can be less of a burden on the people you know.
>tfw want to kill youself over little things
>wake up late
>typo in a reply
>toast too brown
>coffee is too hot to drink
>let coffee cool down for too long, now it's cold
>have to pee
>can't stay awake to finish coursework because tired
How do you know they aren't enjoying having you as a burden? My cat is a burden, I have to feed her, play with her, bath her, walk her. But I still love her and wouldn't have it any other way.
>gf feels this way and has said so many times
nobody really loves me though. I know people who like me but I'd think that they would rather just be without me if they had a choice.
I know that feel, OP.
What's worse is that even if I somehow did manage to work up the courage to do it, my family would be hurt by it emotionally and monetarily. So I keep hurting others.
>my family would be hurt by it emotionally and monetarily
I'm ok with hurting them emotionally but my parents are really struggling financially and they paid for my education. I feel like I have to repay my debt to them before I go.
Or maybe that's just an excuse. It's hard to tell with these things.
>tfw you can kill yourself without hurting anybody because your family fucking hates you