Thread replies: 12
Thread images: 3
Post No. 25842389
Guys, I think I may be actually losing my mind somehow.
I don't know how to say it without sounding completely pathetic.
But, I am uncontrollably obsessed with Elliot Rodger. I mean- I've been told I'm in love with him. I try not to think that's true, because that's crazy.
But, I fantasize about him constantly and not just sexually. I imagine normal things like going places, talking, cuddling. I use recordings of his voice to go to sleep to. I paint him constantly. I sometimes cry over him.
I've almost completely lost the will to go after alive men anymore which could be less painful in the long run and save me the feel of rejection. But wanting a dead person this bad is also extremely painful.
Any of you have experience being ridiculously in love with a person you can never meet?