>tfw everything wrong with my situation is my own doing and i know it >theres not even some external source i can blame all my problems on, there's just me >just continue to let it get worse and worse but lack the willpower to make anything better
why the fuck am i like this, i hate it but i have no drive for anything anymore.
>>25839146 Iktf. Lately strange things have been happening. Like in the morning I'll be walking to the train station, knowing I left the house at 8AM, when I'm almost there I check my phone and it says 7:55. So I check it again in a minute and suddenly it says the right time. Or I hear people talking to me and when I turn to them, they're not saying anything or even looking in my direction.
Maybe it's just random things that I shouldn't care about. I don't know.
My life isnt even terrible. I've been doing most things 'right' and 'progressing' decently. But im not too sure why or what the end is. I'm not exactly deadbeat 0 motivation, but im also not passionate or striving for anything.
>>25839213 >tfw everything wrong with my situation is my own doing and i know it I know this feeling. I have no excuse to be sad but i'm still sad. Fuck man, if I could turn back time I would definitely do it.
When will this meme end? You cannot guard yourself in "reason" as an excuse for the clusterfuck that you made your life to be. You can be better and if you are not then the fault is yours and only yours.
>>25839213 With me it's partly fault and the other half is outside influences, though I do realize there are some things I myself can change unfortunately I am too pussy to become a wagecuck because I'm afraid of working at a fast food restaurant or some other wagecuck to get laughed at by former highschool classmates as I try to say "would you like some fries with that" :) with a shit eating grin on my face so I'm procrastinating by trying to enlist into the military but I've been neet for two and a half years trying to get in, did get permantly disqualified two times though I passed the asvab but I have mixed feelings about joining I feel like I'm only trying to join to either 1. Avoid actually having to work a crappy job and saving up bit by bit because I'm also too poor for college and to 2. Procrastinate so I can stay as a comfy neet though I do realize that this is only temporary God I feel like a such a coward but I'm so fucking insecure about being a wagecuck, I also have a license but I have no car so I would have to not only work a shitty job but also have to sit out and wait for public transport, shit makes me so anxious and insecure other than that I don't have any passion or ambition to know what I want to do with myself either
>>25839470 i also have this we're supposed to find a hobby but personally i won't stay with it unless it's rewarding. for example i wouldn't make art or music unless i was surely going to get paid for it, i don't enjoy it in the first place
>>25841495 >I haven't felt that spark towards anything since I was a little kid. what was it for anon? i don't even think i felt it as a kid. i just wanted to play runescape then by high school i would just fap and shitpost.
i wonder what's missing in our lives that gives us no passion compared to normies
>>25843054 i have passion though but it's impossible to follow it. /pol/-tier shit basically but nobody wants to listen. preaching to the choir gets old fast and telling the truth to normies only causes you to be hated
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