>hate being masculine
>would have been trans if I could go back without religious parents
Anyone else not necessarily mtf but would have preferred to keep their feminine features?
I wouldn't mind being a bit androgynous.
I have pretty high testosterone. Deep voice, broad upper body, squared hips, and a broad jawline. Plenty of body hair too.
I just want to people to kindof go, is that a girl or a boy? Just a little. I'm a practiced bi-sexual so I guess it would make sense for me to want that.
Start bulking up when you're 21 or you're fucked. I'm 24 and I realized far too late that in your 20s, being that lanklet alternative guy won't get you laid like it does in highschool.
Yea I got a weird mix of the two.
I was a fat scene kid in hs, ever since I graduated I started lifting and gained a huge amount of muscle mass.
I still have the black scene hair that covers my face and sleeveless band t's, except now I have have shaved stubble and I'm not a fat piece of shit anymore.
People tremble in fear when they see me now, it makes me feel powerful.
I'm used to being cute in an androgynous way but my hairline is receding and I'm gonna have to be masculine to be attractive. At least, even with my relatively unique face I'm too autistic to seem at all appealing with a shaven head unless I just look really manly
Tfw on the inside I'm androgynous, and think that inevitably all humans will be, as gender and sexuality will become arbitrary or nonexistent
>>Being mentally ill
It's like you don't understand where you're posting.
>my hairline is receding
Yes, this is why I gave up on my fem look too. I'm not even balding, it's just shit-tier masculinity.