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My dreams betrayed me.
Trigger warning: normalfaggotry, women, relationships, blogging.
>be 20 y.o student
>after I got hurt a few time, apparently managed to cure myself of thinking about intimacy, sex, relationships, women, affection, and basically all of the things that make me happy in life
>there come this girl
>petite, skinny, kind-hearted, honest, open-minded
>looks kinda like pic related, except shorter, cuter and with longer hair (and less porn actress-y overall)
>kind of girl that can trigger my protective instinct big time
>she got a bf
>don't mind
>they break up and she's in pieces
>PROTECTIVE INSTINCT STATUS : TRIGGERED, BIG TIME
>try to comfort her in every way I can
>hug her daily, get her to talk about how she feels, let her ramble about her ex
>manage to stay cold-headed and make the whole thing appear as platonic as possible
>then
>last night
>dream of kissing her
>just kissing her for fifteen minutes straight
>woke up in tears
Why, /r9k/. Why can't I just stay hopeless.
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You fucked up being an emotional tampon to this bitch.
Make it clear that you want something more and she doesn't reciprocate cut her off from your life and focus on yourself.
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>>25829431
But that's the thing: I don't want something more. I'm a beta. I'm perfectly fine being an emotional tampon. I'm fully aware that what I'm doing is not gonna get me anything, I'm just doing it out of compassion - and possibly because I'm barely not a teenager anymore and still got raging hormones.
What's bothering me is that my mind can't seem to accept that I gave up.
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>>25829578
Tell her your feelings.
If she doesn't wanna be your friend anymore she was never a friend to you to begin with.
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source..? i think i know her
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>>25829366
>>manage to stay cold-headed
it cool headed not cold headed
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Pass the sauce
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>>25830071
Knowing her, telling her my feelings will probably just make her feel guilty for not loving me. Hell, she told me it already happened to her with another guy.
>>25830087
>>25830389
Her name is Alice.
>>25830116
Thanks (English not first language and stuff)
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coming from someone who ended up being an emotional tampon and a pseudo boyfriend/fuckbuddy- it's not worth it, she'll drop you the second she gets enough of an egoboost provided by you.
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>having a girl to talk to regularly
GET THE FUCK OUT YOU FILTHY NORMIE DEGENERATE
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>>25829366
Exactly, your dreams betray your true wants and needs.
Betray means to give away, reveal
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>>25830389
>>25830087
here http://www.
xvideos.com/video376515/amanda_seyfried_sex_tape
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