Does anybody here went into pastoral care and likes to share his experience? I'm not even that christian, but in the city center there's this "service" twice a week and it says that everyone is welcome and it's for free. I really don't like to admit it, but I'm desperate.
It's from an evangelic church, but the poster says, that everyone can come. I guess I would talk with a pastor. The thing is, I wanted to talk about a possible crime I'm going to commit and wanted to ask for his advice. Supposedly pastors are commited to keep it a secret, but still he could call the police or something. Thing is, I don't have anyone else to ask for advice for, except my mother and obviously I can't talk to her about such things.
The possible crime is one thing I need his opinion on, I just need someone I can tell my mindset and world view. Think is I've been playing with that thought for a long time now. I didn't had a personal conversation for like 4 months, and the last one was with someone at the job centre. I thought while I'm there I get some of that interaction. I don't think he can say something, that's going to change what is about to happen, but still.
I won't touch any kids, don't worry.
I don't feel like talking about it too much on 4chan. Besides it would take kinda long and I don't want to bore you. I think it only makes sense if you understand my mindset. I'm sorry, you have to understand.
I haven't read DeDeDe..., but I'm a big fan of his short stories. What A Wonderful World and City of Light are masterpieces.
Obvs not because I live in Arizona but I feel bad for californicucks, new yorcucks, and illinicucks, and other democuck state gunbros.
If this is you OP go talk to the pastor or priest. Or get other help. Don't kill people. It won't fix anything and you might shoot some other robot on accident who was looking forward to some new TV ahow, or movie, or book, or even that nights chicken tendies