Who here has no interest in anything ?
I know I could do anything if I put my mind into it, but I just can't. Everything is boring and challenge doesn't even interest me anymore.
I don't even know if I really want anything in life, I just go to bed, spend time on my computer, eat and go back to bed...
The more I try, the more I hate what I'm doing.
>>25819341
Sounds like depression. Also, how often do you fap? Excessive fapping fucks up with your dopamine
OP here
>>25819403
I have depression.
Lately I only do so a few times a day, a while back I would fap 10+ times a day. But I even grew tired of that.
>>25819341
I feel the same. I have literally no direction in life and cant really see myself doing anything other then going an hero.
>>25819403
Ive been fapping only once a week for half a year now. It didnt really make much difference.
>>25819341
Yes, I'm only living to pay off my debt to my parents. I don't care about anything.
>>25819341
even if you would put your mind in it you would be shit in it
>>25819341
I mean i have a plan but it only involves graduating from university and finding a job, besides that there's zero interest in life. I wish i could restore my passion for life and do something meaningful but then i remember that this life is only illusion.
>>25819818
>this life is only illusion
Elaborate.
>>25819961
I'm disconnected from physical sensations and stimuli. With each passing year i require less and less. I dont imagine myself as protagonist, only as observer.
>i lack sugar to boost me energy to get me motivation going.
>i cannot have more than 30g of sugar or i get mouf pains [nerves in me mouf are fucked up] and have to sleep half the day away to get rid of the pain
>cannot afford going to dentist because have to save up to move out
>being hyper gives me a headache
>>25819421
>the more i wank, the more my focus goes to shit.
>>25819782
just like autism people in nice cloths. just does not match or feels off.
OP here
>>25819782
I actually wouldn't. And I know that for sure, it's part of why it's such a tormenting feeling.