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Who /fapfiend/ here?
>be me
>discovered masturbation and orgasm at age 12
>masturbated almost every day since then
>fap to porn, thinking about girls I know, hentai, my imagination, the subject isn't really important
>around age 14 I started masturbating to wake myself up and again to help me get to sleep
>as I got older I masturbated more and more
>some days I would just fap all day, literally
>wake up, fap, breakfast, fap fap fap, lunch, fap fap fap, dinner, fap fap fap fap, sleep
>I got a girlfriend briefly but she dumped me because no sex drive
>tried nofap a few times, best I ever got was 3 days
>fapped on busses, on trains, in other peoples' houses, in the back seat of the car
>I would often ask to go to the toilet in school just to go to the bathroom and fap
>I am now 19 and autistic as they come
>fap a minimum of 4 times a day, some days will hit 15 times
>anything will set me off, even just a cute sounding girl's name
>the cum always goes into my underwear
>my dick is always red and sore, sometimes it starts to bleed, but I don't care I fap through the pain. It also stinks
>there is a visible difference in size between my right and left arm
I hate myself. I want to stop fapping forever. I want a healthy sex drive. I want the skin on my dick to have a chance to heal, it looks pretty fucked up right now. I want to be able to come from a handjob or a blowjob and I want to one day come inside a beautiful girl. Every time I try to stop, I manage to convince myself that it's fine and that I can do it just this once, but as soon as I fap once, I'll fap 10 more times that day. The fact that I can instantly get the instant gratification of an orgasm almost whenever I want is draining my initiative and I can see my life disappearing down the toilet along with my cum-soaked tissues. Masturbation is my entire life and I fucking hate it.
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>>25811773
you really need to stop or else your dick will never be able to cum if you ever have sex with a girl.
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>>25811773
Nice, keep going buddy.
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top kek, you're a legend OP. I challenge you to fap for a week using your other hand
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always fap 4-5 times a day, usually in the span of 1-2 hours upon waking up.
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Get a flesh light op, that's what I'm gonna do. Save your poor dick from death grip syndrome.
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Cut off your hands.
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>>25811773
omg same >_>
anything can set me off, and it's frickin annoying...
I play WoW often and seeing just one slutty dressed character will have me on google "wow rule 34" etc
I browse /adult gifs/ /aco/ every day. no new posts will go unnoticed.
>beginning to feel depressed after orgasms
>having to wait a few hours to enjoy myself again
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>>25811887
>switched faphands when i was a few years into my fap career mainly cause i was worried about one arm being much stronger than other
>became fapbidextrous
>fap mostly with non-dominant hand now, evens things out nicely
>10/10 would fapbidextrify again
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>>25812015
>fapbidextrous
I really gotta try that.
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>>25811773
I'm like this except I do have a healthy sex drive, but I cum really early when I do have sex.
Also I don't cum a lot which is kinda embarrassing.
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>>25812015
I try sometimes to do it with my right hand (I'm a lefty) but I just can't feel anything doing it that way
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At that point I'd say fuck it. If I were you, I'd go for some kind of record.But really though, if you want to stop, you're going to have to develop self control. I would suggest to keep trying at no-fap, with specific achievable goals in mind for each round; while slowly raising the bar after every, or set of every successful attempt. Keep going until you've returned to a more natural sex-drive.
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>>25811773
I used to pee a little blood as a kid, never got dick chafing though.
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>>25812015
I once tried pyschicfapping, by just thinking hard and intensely about things while in the shower
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>>25812061
long story short, i got a headache and nearly passed out in the shower
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