>>25807878 My father used to beat me, my sister's, my mother He hit my hands and feet a ton, choking was pretty frequent One time after stepping in to help my mother I got hit really fucking hard and me and my mother slept together cuddled on the floor A day doesn't go by where I don't wish I had never been born
>be me >seven years old >take a bath with my baby cousin who is 8 months old >aunt takes him out of the tub and leaves me alone for a while >I get out without draining the tub >go lay down to read a book >get thirsty >go back to bathroom with a cup for some water >baby cousin is floating face down in the tub >he dies
It's all my fault. I should just kill myself, desu.
>>25809317 My parents/aunt were in the kitchen making pre-thanksgiving food and I guess the baby was crawling around and he crawled down the hallway and then used the side of the tub to stand up and just... slipped in. I don't know. It was pretty crazy. He was at that age where he could take a couple of steps on his own and was crawling really fast.
>>25809387 I don't know if she blames me. While my mom did CPR I was watching it all happen and crying and my aunt just kept screaming at me. We don't really talk anymore. She's a crackwhore now.
My parents say it's not my fault but I think they're lying, honestly. They always hesitate a little bit when we talk about it and the way they look at me just makes me nauseous.
>13-14 years-old >grandmother lives in in-law apartment >I'm home alone, just got home from school >hear a huge thud >go over to her apartment >she fell and was bleeding from the mouth >next day at the hospital >she's paralyzed and is only kept alive by life support >they take her off life support and she passes as it's what she wanted
fast forward nine months...
>telephone ringing wakes me up ~8am on a Sunday >answer it >asks to speak with my father >he fell asleep on the couch >try to wake him up >he's not moving and is cold >he died of a heart attack in his sleep >I was awake the whole night in my room >if I had left my room at some point I might have saved him
>>25810071 I know. Trust me, I know. But at the time that was the conclusion I came to, and it stuck years later. I distinctively remember looking at the drain of the tub and shrugging and thinking someone else will drain it for me. And then considering I was the one who found him...
>>25809947 That sounds like a rough year, man. I'm so sorry.
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