>"why do you look so down all the time anon, you know if something is wrong you could tell me"
I'm in love with you. I know it's weird, but I think we're perfect for each other. Who cares that we share the same parents? The only thing that matters is that you make me happy, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
sometimes i feel like the progress i've made over the past year is just so quickly undone. it's a little disheartening and sometimes i let it get to me. thanks for being someone i can talk to.
It's just that whenever I browse my favorite site, I realize how shitty the human race is. So many racists, sexists, and straight up sociopaths exist, and that wouldn't be so bad, if the people who claim to be better, the SJWs and the self important assholes who claim the status quo weren't so cancerous themselves. The world is full of terrible, even when some people pretend they aren't.
I could but you wouldn't understand and you wouldn't be able to do anything even if you were inclined to help which I doubt you would be. I don't get off on talking about my feelings like your girlfriends so please refrain from this line of questioning.
Women go on and on saying, "you can talk to me, Anon." Then when I open my mouth their eyes glaze over until I get fed up and shut up. Then they give me some shitty, irrelevant, cliched platitude and launch into a meandering speech about themselves.
Are you trying to get my schizophrenia to act up again anon?
Tfw I meet a qt girl online. She tells everyone she's a mtf tranny, so people would make fun of her. She actually sounds like a genuine woman, 10/10 cute laugh as well. She's like me in every way, same music tastes, hates herself and want to suicide, and is a neet. Her and I started private messaging each other, and from there we became great friends. I love her and hope to see her one day in real life, but we live in two different states, both if us poor. We decided to not fall in love, and not go farther than friends because of our distance. I cry every night thinking about her, thinking she's going to kill herself when I don't expect it. We've known each other for about 6 months and she's getting more depressed.
>mfw I fell in love with a girly sounding guy that's going to kill herself and break my heart.
Maybe I should off myself first.
L M A O
Anyone who falls for this shit is a retard. They don't give two fucks about you, they want to give the impression that they do. Even normies themselves will freely admit this.
Haha HA it was never that bad only voices and Mr. Spook shows up occasionally but I haven't seen him in a while :^)
I wish I was dead
It's some ingrained social obligation to be a good person, not exclusive to women. They gain karma points with their normie friends for pretending to be nice to weirdos, and pretending is enough most of the time, so they would never risk actually putting themselves at risk socially/emotionally by getting involved with your problems
Is Mr. Spook really that bad? At least you have somebody that wants to be around you, even if it's just in your head.
I already like you anon
Mr. Spook is pretty bad I think, he never says anything but I feel he is evil or else he would show up when I'm happy and not sulking
Hes never touched me but one night he got really close
I cannot draw at the moment but if you've ever seen the evil man from the movie Sinister he is basically him
Just no mouth, a big solid blurred shadow
He's tall and menacing
Curiousity is okay comrade
That's a good idea, I usually scream and shout and run away when I see him. It's hard to stay calm when things don't make sense anon
i see the same man, hes touched me lots of times
Well if you really think about life nothing really makes sense. Any real grasp on reality we think we have is just to comfort the fact that we really don't know anything.
Also I had a thing like that for like a month, but it was a woman who would watch me sleep. I was too scared to do anything for the longest time but I just yelled at her to fuck off one night and she just left and never came back. Thinking about it, if he doesn't leave when you tell him to he might be hostile.
>tfw a qt3.14 girl in middle school used to ask me this all the time
>"What's the matter anon? Why are you sad?"
>I would always answer "n-nothing" and look away
Where are you
Anna [/Spoiler] ? I need you
This question gets brought up everyday except they don't give a fuck about me and are insulting me at how i never look happy.
:( is he cold? He touched me in my dreams once and he was icey
You just gave me horrible shivers I'm about to cry
I know it probably wasn't intended so it's okay
Sorry I'm more of a "accepting of my fate" kinda guy and forget that thoughts that make me feel more relaxed could be a nightmare for others. And maybe he's not bad, maybe it's like a father who's determined to help his child when it's in distress,
or maybe not,but the only way we can learn and make sense of things is to try our best to face it and observe it and interact with it in ways it may try to observe and interact with us. Sorry if this makes you feel any worse in any way.
All is well friend I am breathing normally
I wish to buy a sword and shield to fight him one day
If I'm going to die I will be fighting
It's not fun anon i promise
It is schizanons bed time, have to close eyes and keep them shut before Mr spook shows up
God speed friends
not sure if youre still here but kind of, not really, it feels tingly to me. he gave me hugs and stuff whenever i was upset, i do get an overwhelming sense of fear whenever hes around, but i feel like its just what kind of energy hes made up of... im really not sure about any of it. sometimes if im really upset ill let him touch my entire body and my whole body goes tingly and it feels amazing
Met a girl who was able to feel what I felt, and she was honestly one of the prettiest I've ever met. She was a rape victim, attempted suicide, went through a few miscarriages. She was the first girl I fell in love with, and for once that feeling was mutual. Few months ago she broke my heart, and I haven't truly felt the same since.
I hope you two meet. I just hope that it doesn't end on bad terms. We can't lose people that give us a reason to smile.
Are you gonna be alright friend?
Your feels seem heavy