family, in your honest opinion do I have reason to want to kill

Come on, join the beta uprising and leave in a blaze of glory, shoot a school, mall or kindergarten

>>25804666
I don't exactly understand the whole beta uprising thing. How is shooting a school up going to make nerds happier?

>>25805300
Wtf ninguh all betas shoot up or sword their school, remember trollhattan

>>25804505
>> my job hates me and some roastie wants me fired
story time
>> muh anxiety, I had depersonalization spells for a while that were scary
How does depersonalization feel?

>>25806058
> roastie thinks I'm incompetent and she feels oppressed because no one asked her if she wanted to be promoted after 5 years, I just applied and got her spot.
> has been sabotaging my work and telling supervisors I threatened her
> while my boss hates me, they hate her more so they do not want to have her around full-time being a bossy cunt to everyone

Also, depersonalization feels you're literally floating and separaing from your body. You realize that shit is terrible and yet you can never escape it and you want the ride to be over so hard that you start feeling like you might be able to step out of your body just to get away from the feels. What set me off was the thought of dying and going to hell.

>>25806287
>t is terrible and yet you can never escape it and you want the ride to be over so hard that you start feeling like you might be able to step out of your body just to get away from the feels.
I think I've had that. I was being talked at by my mother and it felt like I was looking through a camera that was zooming out.

I tried to off myself so I don't see why you shouldn't.

>>25806464
What did she say to you?

>>25806494
I don't even remember what she was talking about.

Have you been clinically diagnosed/treated?

you shouldn't consider suicide until you're at least 25

you said you're working on a degree, how about you wait and see where it takes you

if your life is still still when you're 25+ then yeah maybe you consider it

>>25806789
Nah, it went away about a year ago. Get depressed though. I still wonder if I'm going to go full schizo one day, but I usually just call myself a fag and wait until the bad feels pass.

you're getting a degree right? stick it through, wait a couple years, it'll be better, sounds like your life will trend upwards

>>25807005
four years on an associate's, mang. kill me