I keep getting random spikes were I want to kill myself. I've

i feel you man

i'll be chillin watching tv or something, and then suddenly I'm thinking about grabbing the shotgun in the closet and blowing my head off

though, I quit smoking today, so I've wanted to blow my head off all day

good luck, don't kill yourself, it's a waste

>>25794203
I really want to stop it. I think I might cave in eventually. I really want to know if there's anything wrong with and if there's a specific reason why I keep having these thoughts

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Let me just leave this here to help

>>25794264
I mean, it's hard to diagnose psychological issues over the internet, but if I had to guess, you have manic depression and should probably at least see a therapist, if you don't want to take medication

search it up, see if it sounds like you. Also, seek professional help for real. Don't listen to anyone here, tomorrow you should just go see a psychiatrist and tell him what's up. He'll sort you out, anon

>>25794327
Thanks dude

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>>25794166

What's your favourite track off that album anon? Mine is either Yes or 4st 7lb. Cracking album though.

>>25794892
I have the exact same favourites as you.

The lyrics to 4st 7ib is so disturbing and gross

Do u use a lot of porn?

Borderline probably.

>>25795102
Usually feet pictures but I do masurbate a lot though.

Depression can hit rapidly. It's not always something you see coming.

chin up, OP

hope you get help soon, bro