I keep getting random spikes were I want to kill myself. I've been happy all day and now all of a sudden I'm thinking about killing myself and thinking depressing thoughts.
What's wrong with me?
i feel you man
i'll be chillin watching tv or something, and then suddenly I'm thinking about grabbing the shotgun in the closet and blowing my head off
though, I quit smoking today, so I've wanted to blow my head off all day
good luck, don't kill yourself, it's a waste
I really want to stop it. I think I might cave in eventually. I really want to know if there's anything wrong with and if there's a specific reason why I keep having these thoughts
I mean, it's hard to diagnose psychological issues over the internet, but if I had to guess, you have manic depression and should probably at least see a therapist, if you don't want to take medication
search it up, see if it sounds like you. Also, seek professional help for real. Don't listen to anyone here, tomorrow you should just go see a psychiatrist and tell him what's up. He'll sort you out, anon