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>>25784269
To get off this ride forever

Cut contact with everyone, for at least a couple months

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>>25784318
What makes you think you can

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SSSSSSSSSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

NOW NOW NOW!

list in order of mental preoccupation (though not importance)
>qt enfp gf
>some hope that humanity isn't screwed in the very near future
>a way to make a living that is actually productive and reasonably regarding
>recognition for my music
>a sense of belonging and deeper connection in platonic relationships
>to grow in skill
>to grow in knowledge
>sugar

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Some sense of importance and validation. I wan't to be needed and irreplaceable. All my life I've just felt like a nobody; a background character that nobody cares about. I'm sick of the world putting me down. It feels like every time I try to shine in some way, I just end up embarrassing myself. Maybe I'm just not good enough to be who i want to be. Hopefully I'll get what I want someday.

>>25784411
But anon, you can't connect. You know that

>>25784269
I might as well need a change of scenery, new place to be in, new people to know.

>>25784352
I honestly dont think i could unless under the influence. Im too pussy to go through with it...

>>25784269
money and power

To be in a happy anime world with bright colors high pitched noises and qt girls

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>>25784269
A close relationship with my female friends without my fiancee getting jealous.

Also, male friends.

>>25784269
That's a beautiful pack of cigarettes.
I've not had one for 3 years February.
Sometimes I really want one.
But then I really think about it and I don't.
I wish I had a better memory.

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>asked a boy out today
>he said yes
>tomorrow we'll go to the park, play pool, eat weeb food, and watch Star Wars while cuddling and holding hands

I want him to like me back.

>>25784433
Do you early think anything will satisfy you for very long at all?

>>25784452
no sense in giving up, I wind up trying again later. I have some connection...who knows?

To be myself.

>>25784501
Well it'd take the sting out of feeling worthless and disposable. All I want is to feel like I'm irreplaceable and the best guy for the job. Is that so much to ask?

>>25784269
A billion dollars. Or at the very least endless liquor and cigarettes for the rest of my life.

>>25784269
Someone to publish my writing on a long term basis and to not have such shit gastrointestinal issues.

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>>25784492
Don't you just love the way it feels. Breathing it in from someone walking on the street. Doesn't it feel the way you do. For me, it puts into words exactly how I feel. Just slowly burning

>>25784499
breddy cute. good luck

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I want to gamble. Thats all I want to fucking do. I dont want drugs, I dont want vidya, I dont want a gf. I want to experience the feel of winning big over and over again for months on end. God, nothing in this world is better than gambling.

I wish I had a never ending supply of heroin.

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>>25784269
Her
Its original you cunt

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I want to start living. Right now I'm a 24 year old neet with no future or job prospects. I dropped out of community college more than once due to depression. I have no friends and I'm afraid of leaving my parents house.

This is my first post on this board in over a year btw.

A cute, submissive girlfriend.

what do i really want? a new and exciting prospect, some fertile ground to work on, a project that really lights a fire inside me.

>>25784269
To be a god with unlimited power.

for my brain to send the correct signals like the normies, so that I can feel true happiness.

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>>25784788
Try to set the night on fire

I want to spank a girl.

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>>25784876
That will never happen. You know that right? Your brain has already developed. It would take years to change your electrical pathways.

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>>25784553
Here anon. Be careful won't you

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Some (you)s

>>25784946
yeah I know, I know that only drugs or death will solve this issue.

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I just want her to love me

>What do you really want?
Liara T'Soni.

>>25784269
I want her to dump her stupid ass beta bf and be with me