Who else is /pretend normie/ here?
I'm 20 years old, have a well paying, stable job and do other adult things such as buying groceries and paying bills and driving. I've had several girlfriends in the past, and never have really had any issues interacting with women. I have a normie group of friends who I regularly smoke weed/drink with. I am reasonably articulate and come off as intelligent and well spoken.
At the same time, I've spent over $200 on dragon dildos, have social anxiety and depression, am bisexual, spend on average about 12 hours a day on a computer of some sort, and jack off to anthropomorphic animals.
I sort of studied normies and can mostly copy what they do. I know what to say, when to say it, and what body language to use.
My biggest struggle is hugging/other physical interactions with people. Handshakes are ok, but everything else I'm completely oblivious to. I never know when I'm expected to hug somebody, and when I do I never know where to put my hands, how long to hug for, etc.
It would be very easy for me to return to the robot lifestyle, I am just above the surface. But for now, I will continue to wear my normie mask.
The biggest thing that helped me socially was drug abuse. When I'm high/drunk, I just act like an intoxicated normie.
The problem is whenever I go days without talking to anybody in isolation with only my vodka and dreams to keep me company.
Ignore all the butthurt full robots.
I'm living the party life as student. One of the big shots of my fraternity. Still I feel like a fucking alien and just do what I know people want to hear. My problem is that my creepyness starts showing when I'm really drunk.
I'm an absolute hidden robot.
I despise most people I deem retarded and I dont hide it, but I have intellectually capable friends that still dont know my online debauchery.
I'm the clever loner with weird friends, but even my weird friends dont know the full thing.
I also never talk about 4chan with anyone. it's my hidden comfyplace
complete shit story, its not possible to act normal and have social anxiety at the same time. the panic is to strong to act normal or think normal,
you are just a little faggot shitposting;
also i discriminate gay people and furrys for the rest of my life because im annoyed by your disgusting picture.
I can handle normies if I lie to them, but no matter how nice or extroverted I can look it's never for a long time and I always hate to talk to people or even answer the phone.
Just dont be a bitch and overcome your problems you worthless fag
Some of us don't have an option. It's either "deal with your fucking anxiety" or "be homeless".
The world doesn't give a shit about you. You need to figure out how to survive once mummy dies and stops buying you tendies.