>tfw spent months reaching my potential looks-wise
>fixed hair (good haircut and regular styling)
>fixed skin (sunscreen/retinoids/moisturizer/exfoliatnt)
>fix teeth (flossing and white strips)
>splurge on nice clothes (had female friend help me out with this)
>go to tailor for the 1st time, everything fits great now
>lift weights 4 days/week (for 8 months so far)
>all to find out that at my absolute best i'm a 5, maybe 6/10
Feels bad, i'd have rather lived in denial
>do all this
>realize I'm still autistic beyond belief and cannot talk to anybody
Could be worse, I used to be very attractive, very symmetrical face + shredded body from playing soccer my entire life. Then I got mouth cancer, they had to remove most of my top teeth & it changed my face to the point where I'm grotesque. My bone structure completely changed, cheek bones are completely uneven. My face is lop sided.
I'm 25 & I haven't left my house in 6 years. I was diagnosed with body dysmophic disorder & depression last year when a doctor came to my house a few times because my mother is worried about me...
Get fucked normie.
Best thing i read all day.
>ugly as hell, horrible acne, terrible haircut
>cute girls throwing themselves at me
>in decent shape, cleared up skin, nice haircut
>girls never show interest in me anymore
JUST FUCK MY SHIT UP