For how long have you been thinking about her?
While it might seem crazy, it's not because I have a reasonable explanation. She liked me and I knew, but I never did something about it. I never had any closure and my life didn't move on from that time.
Still, the only girl who I've ever and will ever truly fall for.
I'm like you OP, I've never had closure in my life. Every chapter has been left open, and now I'm just trying to glue together the pieces.
Every time I've been with a woman, nomatter how much I care about her or how long I'm with her, I immediately start forgeting her the momen we break up. It's not like I try, it's just a result of not being together and being reminded of the things we did together. I can't remember those times at all anymore, it's as if they've actually stolen parts of my life
Forgetting is easy and comes naturally as you move on. See >>25765478 (but not that extreme though). Problems arise when your life stops and you stand still for whatever reason, it doesn't have to be because of a woman. There is nothing after that moment to move away to.