>tfw you remember all those cringeworthy and fuck up moments you've had in your life
It hurts so much I want to die.
My entire life has been nothing but a string of cringe. I gain self awareness after the fact and do my best to avoid it, but it's useless, I wind up being cringeworthy in a different way.
I know that feel. I just think about something else right away, otherwise I start getting really depressed and sad.
>tfw trying to go to sleep
>entering the REM state
>suddenly remember something stupid and cringeworthy you did in your past
>keep thinking about it
>keeps me up all night
I hate that shit.
>sitting at computer listening to music
>random thought of something from 8 years ago thats cringe
>physically cringe in my chair
>happens at least once a day, multiple times if sad
I yell "FUUUUUUCCCCCCCK", but I stop mid fuck because Mommy doesn't like cursing.
welcome to every waking moment of my life
at least my dreams remind me there's an entire universe out there i will never experience and that life is a futile struggle against your own human stupidity
>crush on girl I worked with on group project
>used aim for work so kept talking afterwards
>start talking to her about necrophilia at some point just to sound smart
>6am on weekday
>posting on a korean textile board about cringeworthy moments from my past
If I'm alone I yell at myself and hit myself. Usually I can hold it back if someone else is around but I'll be clearly uncomfortable.
This happens to me several times every day. It's literally the worst thing in my life.
>be me in high school
>16 y o
>friends with a social butterfly
>crush on qt from a different class
>never spoken to her and she doesn't even know I exist
>one day my friend gets a gf
>gf is close friend with my crush
>think fate was trying to get us together
>hang out with friend, his gf, crush and a few others
>crush actually seems interested in me, talks to me, sits close to me
>get to know her, not only a qt but amazing personality as well
>never have what it takes to ask her out and my friend said something about her having a long distance bf, not sure though
>eventually friend and his gf break up
>gradually talk less to crush and the others
>3 years later now
>KV, lost contact with most of my friends, NEET
>My entire life has been nothing but a string of cringe. I gain self awareness after the fact and do my best to avoid it, but it's useless, I wind up being cringeworthy in a different way.
this is me.
what I realize is that I'm just a complete fucking sperg who will always be something short of being a mature adult
>experiences should be learning stones
>instead they prevent you from ever doing it again