Should I kill myself /r9k/?
I've been depressed for the past 7 years, and very suicidal for the past 8 months, and I can't afford antidepressants or therapy. What should I do?
I'd like to add that since you made this thread, it's pretty clear you just want someone to talk to about your problems. Go find a Steam friends thread and add someone. I think they have them on /v/ and /vg/. I might have even seen it happen on /r9k/.
I've spoken to several people on steam seeking help. I don't want help anymore. They spoke to me for about 10 minutes and realized how helpless I was and gave up. I just want to know what the fuck to do at this point.
>I don't want help anymore
>I just want to know what the fuck to do at this point
Ah, so you're STUPID. That's the problem. Since you can't make the decision for yourself then you shouldn't kill yourself
Live long and suffer.
You can't get high if you're dead. At least do drugs. But not hella harmful ones like meth, just in case you decided to turn it around at some point.
Go to https://www.reddit.com/r/darknetmarketsnoobs
Order dank weed. I like heroin myself. Stay away from stimulants because they'll fuck up your appearance.
Man the fuck up and get over it you pathetic bitch. 'Oh life is so hard, with my running water and power'. Go live in a tent in the woods for a month and realize how fucking brutal the real world is, then learn to appreciate your home comforts. Fucking spoilt millenial cunt muffin fart sniffing goat tractor.
>and I can't afford antidepressants
Antidepessants are old medications, meaning there are generic versions available.
I have no health insurance and pick up my antidepressants for $1.32 for 90 days worth.
You're a liar.
I'm depressed because I had an abusive childhood and I had no motivation throughout high school. I'm now in my early 20s doing nothing with my life while all of my old friends that were fake of course, are in college and being successful.
Yeah, sure, just doesn't know what that has to do with the topic.
From what I've seen, you're not going to kill yourself, but you're not going to do anything but wallow in self pity, so you might as well wallow at the gym, and when you unfuck your pathetic body, your mental problems will probably clear up too.