I prefer feeling nothing. I'm not excited for anything, I never get worried or anxious anymore, and I just generally don't care about myself or my life. It's like I'm living a video game and I'm just trying for a high score. Even if I never win or top the leaderboards, I had fun with my quarter
I never understood till recently the desire to feel sadness. I've often found myself seeking out stuff that will make me sad. I think stuff that should make me happy just doesn't, so I find stuff that makes me sad just because it's the only emotion I feel strongly.
>Be me, 23 y/o right out of college >Get shitty do nothing job >Literally nothing to do most days >Pay is good and I got no other job offers because too depressed to apply for jobs after college >Fuck it I'll stay
1 year later, 24 y/o now
>One year in, finally sit near some people >finally not all alone at work >feelsgoodman.gif >spend all day bitching about how nothing ever happens at work and we have nothing to do >I finally have something in common with a human >spend every day complaining about how depressing it is to waste our lives away doing nothing >normies are just complaining about work, but this is how my whole life has been >feels so good to feel bad with a human
Coworkers eventually moved on. I'm still stuck there all alone doing nothing. Story of my life.
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