>there will always be someone better than you
>your ex will find someone better than you
>your oneitis is interested in someone better than you
>your true love would 100% cheat on you if she knew she wouldn't get caught
I hate thoughts like this, every time I think I look good a little while later I see someone naturally better and it hurts. It's so hard for me to grasp that no matter how much you improve you can't change some things
>There is always someone better than you
>Your crush will have a boyfriend
>Your crush will cheat on her boyfriend with the most beta cringwworthy autistic fuck that she literally hated being around and asked you to help her with excuses to not see him
>Your crush will fuck cringy dude on and off for a year before breaking up with her boyfriend
>But she still won't date cringy dude, just date some other dude she just met
>You'll still think of her every single day and it'll become an extremely unhealthy obsession you'll never be able to get over
>You'll always think about how you were never first best, second best, third best, or even fourth best
>Even if you ever did get a chance with her, you'll know that she's had to scrape the bottom of the barrel to get you and will undoubtedly be unhappy and thinking of her past relationships
>She'll move across the country and replace you with a new best friend and rarely ever talk to you on Skype
>The awkward rift between you two will grow because she got drunk one night and cried over knowing how much she hurt you and thinks its for your best interest that you try moving on from liking her
>It'll literally be 6 years since you last had a decent conversation with her and yet you'll still stalk her twitter for daily updates on her just to cry when you see how her life keeps on progressing while you're stuck in the past
>im sorry you guys haven't met the one yet but i do believe that there is a soulmate out there for everyone
And until that person meets their mate, they're immortal, right?
Otherwise your idea falls flat on its face from the get go. Think about it.
>tfw I'm a useless piece of shit
>tfw she loves me anyway and is way out of my league
I'll never know what a beautiful, sweet, intelligent girl from a rich family sees in me.